enriching hols

i can't imagine how boring my blog is.... argh.. like stagnant already. mosquitos already come n lay their eggs.

anyway June holidays this time is ssooooo happening and enriching... ok let mi c wad i done....

-TI semi finals.... got defeated. but gained experience... new friends!!!
-Movies.... Smith, hitchhikers' guide, Initial D... etc
-got sick as usual... looks like i'm gonna get sick once every term. ahahxX
-singing lesson.... sang wif Felicia Chin... u noe the channel 8 actress... coz her lesson is after mine...
-went to watch superstar live!!... Ruth got in!!!~ yay!!! choong also... jason also... yay!!!
-went to Toni n Guys academy to cut hair.. then they wanted to bleach my hair for mi free!!! but then can't lahXx.... still got school.... sadded.
-went for wedding dinners.... twice consequitive.. sat one is at bugis.... super nice the inter continental hotel... one is at the boon lay restaurant.... haXx....
-council.... faith outing at holland v!! nice food!~ hahaXx
-stayover at cousin's house.... 4am then sleep.... ahhaXx fuN!~
-wake up at 11am everyday... sleep at 2am everyday....
-play GTA:san andreas PC version on the comp everyday
-play and teach how to play solitare wif Meryl.... hahaXx...
-went to m'sia until forget how to study... play everyday... yay!!!~

ok let mi emphasize on a few stuff... first wk of hols went m'sia port dickson my hometown.... actually not mine by my mum's ... there is super fun.... coz grandma went to hospital coz she fell down... so had to go back n c her.... wah super fun man... everyday play play play with cousins.... suuuuper fun.. haven had so much fun this year!!!!~

oh yeah went to watch superstar live.... quite ok lahXx... nothing special but the place is super hard to go lahXx.... good experience...

Initial D.... my mum got the sneak preview tics at a lucky draw... so went to watch... wah..... suuuper nice also... jay's acting not very good but it's already quite good for beignners lahXx... ahahhaXx..... make mi so addicted to Initial D.... i wanna read all the comics after BT!!!~ quite farnie but leaves a deep impression on mi!!! muz go n watch inital D!!!!!!!!!~

the cool the beginner the extra

sicko again

will not say much coz i'm like super sick like dat time physics exam...

well went for the LTC finale... which is the 28th student council's one..... had dinner wif faith.... yeah.. then went home at abt 11.30pm..

wah really can't stand being sick... got nothing to do.. so weak somemore.. and the timing is so wrong! being sick during wkend.... how to go out? anyway my antibotics is really powerful that it's like eat once in 12 hours lehXx... haXx.. and it' s like a bottle full.. i think need to eat like a whole month already..

still got the stupid drowsy cough mixture and the fever med. which makes mi perspire quite a lot.. ok.... nvm then... stupid antibotics cannot eat so much.

At last.

The journey is over for me now... sunday was the final performance... well... got lotsa feelings and emotions right now...

glad
coz my performance is finally over... no more competition for mi already.. it's so draggy i'm so glad it's over for mi.... thanx frens hu came down.

happy
coz i dun haf to worry if i get into the finals how m i goin to study for block test and juggle the song at the same time.. now that i'm not in.. can finally concentrate on my studies.. but i'll go n watch as well lahXx... dun haf competition anymore coz i really hate the feeling of competition. yeah... the nervousness all that.

disappointed
to be frank i din really put in my best for the performance... it's like i juz gave 70% while i noe i can give 100%.... well mayb it's my mentality that i din wanna get into finals that made mi do that..

wasted
spent so much $$, time, energy into this competition and finally got kicked out at semis... well.... it's really time consuming and all the effort time and energy gone down the drain.. the dance.. the song all that. well... muz b glad that at least mi is not kicked out in the finals... it'll be really wasted dat time.

sad
Well... hu's not sad after a defeat?? it's like i'm quite old in the competition but others younger r much better than mi when i should be the one better than them.. but i'm not as in those crying sad or something like dat... coz i noe my performance was good... and even kok leong n stanley said it's good.. not bad.. yeah... but shi hui is quite sad coz stanley told her it's not very good lahXx..... the mike and the sound system is really really very lousy. stupid unusual... haiXx...

lousy
is this really my standard after spending 1 and half years in mc??? it's like mi and shi hui r in mc while some of the finalists r not... i feel that we should have the advantage over them.. but it's not the case... y r they in while we, coached by the pro, r not?? r we really that lousy? it's like after the competition i dun feel like singing for the rest of my life... coz i'm really that lousy... i feel i can never make a career out of my vocals or something.

confused
i noe those really lousy ones r surely out.. and they dun wanna let us noe our scores also... mayb it's the isport and the sms lahXx.... but really i think my performance was not bad... no reason not to be in... yeah it's the isport and sms.. stupid things....

expereinced
well after all the hard work... gained more experience..... more friends... more knowledge!!


well at least it's over!!!~ mayb i had too mhigh expectations for myself... haiXx. nothing to say....
hahaXx. i juz read my buddy's blog... elson's... quite farnie lahXx his blog.

for this event i really like to give my thanx to..............................

-all ppl hu came down to support mi and drink the isport.... even though ppl buy cartons and cartons and left it there but u all made the effort to drink the stupid drink. ahhaXx..... my classmates.... fc ppl.... council... friends... n those hu dunno mi also.... yeah.

-reds for making my hair look good... ahahXx.. ZA for the thick makeup... teenage for organising. ( i din mention UnUsUal production for the sound system)

-frens i made there... esp. buddies elson shi hui jessie and victoria... had great fun during the photoshoot... and hahXx.. we sat there in a row coz we din get into finals.

-those hu msged mi... well thanx for the 'jia yous' and 'all the bests'

-peter and shirley lao shis.... for songs and dances.. ahahXx.. and all those frm mc... kok leong, stanley, jeremy, calvina, shi hui, christina n summer thanx for encouragement n support.

-my family for the concern and everything. no pressure no nothing. cousins also....

-shi hui for making mi join this competition. ahhaXx....

-hahaXx.. the emcee from FM100.3 for intro mi to the audience and saying the wrong song name. and making fun of my voice.

without u guys i really wun have the motivation to perform lahXx..... thanx for everything.