...on a jet plane again.
i think i am travelling quite a bit.
haha
Sayonara S'pore!
Konichiwa Osaka!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
someday
I'll move on baby, just like you.....
when the desert floods, and the grass turns blue.
When a sailing ship don't need her moon...
It'll break my heart, but I'll get through
Someday when I stop _____ you
when the desert floods, and the grass turns blue.
When a sailing ship don't need her moon...
It'll break my heart, but I'll get through
Someday when I stop _____ you
Saturday, December 26, 2009
xmas & friends
This december, filled with activities and even before my exam ended, orchard rd is already all dressed up for xmas with the lights and trees.
313 somerset dinner at simply chilli with lydia and hy.
oh this.
woon asked mi to help in her fyp campaign, so ya. i told her no naked pictures and only knew on that day that she dressed me up in skimpy singlet and XS boxers.
Gift exchange with Agnes and PX at cozway pt
I've got a nice notebook/organiser and spiderman towel!
Xmas eve was with great company but bad food at Hooked! (a seafood restaurant at rail mall)
look at my expression and u'll know
one of the worst restaurants i've been to. expensive, small portion and unfresh. totally spoilt the xmas eve if not for the friends.
second part was better, we walked to prata shop for more satisfying round then went to cafe iguana and magaritas!
we played pictionary and sharades (if its spelt that way) and had fun!
reached home at 5am. ha.
Near-end december's more than a roller coaster for me, twisting and turning at different planes and directions, an emotional theme park.
had a lot on my mind, i had loads of fun nevertheless, meeting up with friends from all around,
oh and cindy came back too!
i'm so glad she's back at this time.
anyway i'm flying off on tues nite!
great.
i have not bot my lugguage, not changed yen, not bot my warm clothes, not bot my shower stuff and not packed.
yay. i'm captain last-minute.
313 somerset dinner at simply chilli with lydia and hy.
oh this.
woon asked mi to help in her fyp campaign, so ya. i told her no naked pictures and only knew on that day that she dressed me up in skimpy singlet and XS boxers.
Gift exchange with Agnes and PX at cozway pt
I've got a nice notebook/organiser and spiderman towel!
Xmas eve was with great company but bad food at Hooked! (a seafood restaurant at rail mall)
look at my expression and u'll know
one of the worst restaurants i've been to. expensive, small portion and unfresh. totally spoilt the xmas eve if not for the friends.
second part was better, we walked to prata shop for more satisfying round then went to cafe iguana and magaritas!
we played pictionary and sharades (if its spelt that way) and had fun!
reached home at 5am. ha.
Near-end december's more than a roller coaster for me, twisting and turning at different planes and directions, an emotional theme park.
had a lot on my mind, i had loads of fun nevertheless, meeting up with friends from all around,
oh and cindy came back too!
i'm so glad she's back at this time.
anyway i'm flying off on tues nite!
great.
i have not bot my lugguage, not changed yen, not bot my warm clothes, not bot my shower stuff and not packed.
yay. i'm captain last-minute.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
choice
"The words were faint, trailing off into blank emptiness as he left, too. And I was alone.
So much better. Now I could hear the faint rustle of the matted leaves beneath my toenails, the whisper of an owl’s wings above me, the ocean — far, far in the west — moaning against the beach. Hear this,and nothing more. Feel nothing but speed, nothing but the pull of muscle, sinew, and bone, working together in harmony as the miles disappeared behind me.
If the silence in my head lasted, I would never go back. I wouldn’t be the first one to choose this form over the other. Maybe, if I ran far enough away, I would never have to hear again...
I pushed my legs faster, letting Jacob Black disappear behind me."
So much better. Now I could hear the faint rustle of the matted leaves beneath my toenails, the whisper of an owl’s wings above me, the ocean — far, far in the west — moaning against the beach. Hear this,and nothing more. Feel nothing but speed, nothing but the pull of muscle, sinew, and bone, working together in harmony as the miles disappeared behind me.
If the silence in my head lasted, I would never go back. I wouldn’t be the first one to choose this form over the other. Maybe, if I ran far enough away, I would never have to hear again...
I pushed my legs faster, letting Jacob Black disappear behind me."
Sunday, December 20, 2009
twilight series
I've been spoiling my eyes by reading the twilight series in my com.
yes 4 books on pdf.
so if u wanna spoil your eyes together with me, haha ask me!
yes 4 books on pdf.
so if u wanna spoil your eyes together with me, haha ask me!
Friday, December 18, 2009
ok this started after i watched new moon, which i tot was quite a lousy movie until i watched it a second time then i felt it was okay.
then i got to know this guy taylor lautner who's jacob black.
i just can't believe he's only 17 years old, and he's the hottest guy in hollywood and everybody just wants him,
he's been on like almost every magazine cover.. rolling stones.. teen vougue... mens health...
and he's onli like 17!! and he has this perfect life that i've been wishing to pursue but i just can't.
17, millionaire and counting, hot bod, drives a audi R8 and everybody loves him.
he's like so mature, down to earth, no airs at all kind, and he acted in twilight when he's 16!!
imagine 16 yo and earning millions already. and he also works very hard for the movie.
and where were we at 16, 17 yo?! in first 3 months NJC playing stupid orientation games and struggling in school.
i mean what a lousy life we had as compared to him and we aint getting anything out of life yet.
and now where are we? going to be 23 and still struggling with life and school and everything, while he had it all already. the perfect life and the biggest potential in movies biz. in fact he dun need to work for the rest of his life already.
then i traced back all his past. he also attended school at michigan when he's young and often flies out to LA for auditions and stuff, and then his family decide to move to LA coz he wanted to go into acting and its is more convenient for him to go for auditions in LA. then he got this role of twilight and then he got famous.
and he got more famous when he worked out for like 1 year to get into shape in new moon and booms, no. 1 international superstar instantly because of new moon
it feels to me that everybody can do or become the same thing, just that we dun haf the capacity to do it.
firstly is the money. after filming twilight i guess he got loads on money so he can hire a personal trainer to train him and control his diet. he has to eat like every 2 hrs, stuff like meat patties, almonds, sweet potatoes, and protein shakes.
i think all these will cost like 100k a year, which we do not even have.
like i've been also traning hard to lose fats and gain muscles kinda stuff, but i just dun haf the capacity to reach his level.
secondly is the time. look at us. we are like what? studying and studying just to get a cert while he works out to get even more money than us. and he dun need to do much and earn more than us. and he has the motivation to do that. unlike us.
thirdly we dun live in america, or LA.
we are stuck in this small island where there is practically no market.
true, we are small and secure, unlike US which is so dangerous and all, and we do not have families who supports us by moving into LA.
then i come to ask.
why are we different?
why are we born to have different capacity?
who or what controls our destiny?
why dont we get born in US or into his family?
why are we not even close to living his life?
as a human, i suppose he's no different from me, except for looks. he's also not tall like really tall, just 4cm taller than me, and we'r both aquarius.
aquarians are known to be versatile, have one of the best personalities and good potential to be in showbiz.
and then there's this moment of time i kept asking why can't i sleep tonight... and wake up to become taylor lautner in the morning.
ya i know it sounds stupid, i just dun understand why we'r born and set on this course of life.
i dunno if u believe in past life, but i think i lived in US for my past life so thats why i feel a strong attraction to US. sometimes i can't wait to know what holds for me in my next life, i feel that it'll be at least better than now, but ya i wun do anything stupid like kill myself or what la.
like what i said in my blog, i really lost my sense of direction, i dunno what i'm fighting for in life anymore. and whenever i think of taylor's life, i kept thinking why am i such a loser and still stuck here torturing myself. could i have more to fulfill my dream and my own perfect life and simply do what i love to do like him?
mayb i sorta lost my aim in life after the exams and start thinking about such things when i'm nua-ing and doing simply nothing at home but rot... while taylor's earning big bucks every hour.
then i got to know this guy taylor lautner who's jacob black.
i just can't believe he's only 17 years old, and he's the hottest guy in hollywood and everybody just wants him,
he's been on like almost every magazine cover.. rolling stones.. teen vougue... mens health...
and he's onli like 17!! and he has this perfect life that i've been wishing to pursue but i just can't.
17, millionaire and counting, hot bod, drives a audi R8 and everybody loves him.
he's like so mature, down to earth, no airs at all kind, and he acted in twilight when he's 16!!
imagine 16 yo and earning millions already. and he also works very hard for the movie.
and where were we at 16, 17 yo?! in first 3 months NJC playing stupid orientation games and struggling in school.
i mean what a lousy life we had as compared to him and we aint getting anything out of life yet.
and now where are we? going to be 23 and still struggling with life and school and everything, while he had it all already. the perfect life and the biggest potential in movies biz. in fact he dun need to work for the rest of his life already.
then i traced back all his past. he also attended school at michigan when he's young and often flies out to LA for auditions and stuff, and then his family decide to move to LA coz he wanted to go into acting and its is more convenient for him to go for auditions in LA. then he got this role of twilight and then he got famous.
and he got more famous when he worked out for like 1 year to get into shape in new moon and booms, no. 1 international superstar instantly because of new moon
it feels to me that everybody can do or become the same thing, just that we dun haf the capacity to do it.
firstly is the money. after filming twilight i guess he got loads on money so he can hire a personal trainer to train him and control his diet. he has to eat like every 2 hrs, stuff like meat patties, almonds, sweet potatoes, and protein shakes.
i think all these will cost like 100k a year, which we do not even have.
like i've been also traning hard to lose fats and gain muscles kinda stuff, but i just dun haf the capacity to reach his level.
secondly is the time. look at us. we are like what? studying and studying just to get a cert while he works out to get even more money than us. and he dun need to do much and earn more than us. and he has the motivation to do that. unlike us.
thirdly we dun live in america, or LA.
we are stuck in this small island where there is practically no market.
true, we are small and secure, unlike US which is so dangerous and all, and we do not have families who supports us by moving into LA.
then i come to ask.
why are we different?
why are we born to have different capacity?
who or what controls our destiny?
why dont we get born in US or into his family?
why are we not even close to living his life?
as a human, i suppose he's no different from me, except for looks. he's also not tall like really tall, just 4cm taller than me, and we'r both aquarius.
aquarians are known to be versatile, have one of the best personalities and good potential to be in showbiz.
and then there's this moment of time i kept asking why can't i sleep tonight... and wake up to become taylor lautner in the morning.
ya i know it sounds stupid, i just dun understand why we'r born and set on this course of life.
i dunno if u believe in past life, but i think i lived in US for my past life so thats why i feel a strong attraction to US. sometimes i can't wait to know what holds for me in my next life, i feel that it'll be at least better than now, but ya i wun do anything stupid like kill myself or what la.
like what i said in my blog, i really lost my sense of direction, i dunno what i'm fighting for in life anymore. and whenever i think of taylor's life, i kept thinking why am i such a loser and still stuck here torturing myself. could i have more to fulfill my dream and my own perfect life and simply do what i love to do like him?
mayb i sorta lost my aim in life after the exams and start thinking about such things when i'm nua-ing and doing simply nothing at home but rot... while taylor's earning big bucks every hour.
Monday, December 14, 2009
SNL
this is the Saturday night live show which is super funny.
the marianna is the guy who plays jacob.
"notebooks are for notes, not for kissing!"
the marianna is the guy who plays jacob.
"notebooks are for notes, not for kissing!"
Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
plain lazy
Sometimes i aim for something but i'm just plain lazy to do it.
like i said i'm gonna run 3 times a week but i haven done so for about a month and i'm just lazy and lethargic and my mind tells me that i do not have the mood too.
especially after exams when there's no reason to torture myself anymore.
well setting a goal helps a little but it all depends on my self discipline and schedule. even so when the actual finishing line's like far far away, my mindset sways and becomes complacent at a little improvement.
i guess i just dun have a strong mind and discipline to finish up stuff, even when i know it's for my own benefit.
another example's like i'll tell myself to wake up at 10.30 every morning but when i open my eyes at 10.30 and tell myself there's nothing to do at 10.30 and goes back to sleep till 11.30.
i'm just plain plain lazy. -_-
any helps to get this lazy bug off me?
like i said i'm gonna run 3 times a week but i haven done so for about a month and i'm just lazy and lethargic and my mind tells me that i do not have the mood too.
especially after exams when there's no reason to torture myself anymore.
well setting a goal helps a little but it all depends on my self discipline and schedule. even so when the actual finishing line's like far far away, my mindset sways and becomes complacent at a little improvement.
i guess i just dun have a strong mind and discipline to finish up stuff, even when i know it's for my own benefit.
another example's like i'll tell myself to wake up at 10.30 every morning but when i open my eyes at 10.30 and tell myself there's nothing to do at 10.30 and goes back to sleep till 11.30.
i'm just plain plain lazy. -_-
any helps to get this lazy bug off me?
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
new moon
after one month of not very intense mugging and staying at home except to go to school for exams, the end of it marks the start of my going out and playing days!
first movie i watched for a long time was New Moon, yesterday, plus celebrate hiang's bdae.
ok New Moon is disappointing.
most of the exciting part were already shown in the trailer, which leaves no more new surprising element, and the storyline is like.... so ridiculous. i really dun understand how the story builds and important turning points are not amplified, it's so weird!
its also quite boring and fighting parts are not as exciting, dakota fannings is good as usual.
so morale of the story: dun shoot the movie based on line of the storybook.
sometimes it's actually not the director or scripwriter's fault coz they wanted to stay close and true to the storybook.
ok some pictures are actually quite beautiful and they'r consistent throughout the movie.
oh and the guy playing jacob is only like 17 yo!!! OMG! 17 yo earning millions and driving a porche... hm.. where was i at 17?!
it's like freezing cold or rainning and he's running around in juz a pair of half demins and there's one scene where they'r speaking with mist coming out of their breath and he's onli in his half demins. poor him.
time for another show: avatar!
yay! i'm gonna do all the post exams stuff!
first movie i watched for a long time was New Moon, yesterday, plus celebrate hiang's bdae.
ok New Moon is disappointing.
most of the exciting part were already shown in the trailer, which leaves no more new surprising element, and the storyline is like.... so ridiculous. i really dun understand how the story builds and important turning points are not amplified, it's so weird!
its also quite boring and fighting parts are not as exciting, dakota fannings is good as usual.
so morale of the story: dun shoot the movie based on line of the storybook.
sometimes it's actually not the director or scripwriter's fault coz they wanted to stay close and true to the storybook.
ok some pictures are actually quite beautiful and they'r consistent throughout the movie.
oh and the guy playing jacob is only like 17 yo!!! OMG! 17 yo earning millions and driving a porche... hm.. where was i at 17?!
it's like freezing cold or rainning and he's running around in juz a pair of half demins and there's one scene where they'r speaking with mist coming out of their breath and he's onli in his half demins. poor him.
time for another show: avatar!
yay! i'm gonna do all the post exams stuff!
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