bz for IA

I will be rushing my IA logbook and report for 2 more weeks before i officially have time to blog about crabs and the other things that went into my tummy.
stay good for the time being!

eat and eat

so here's the thing.

it has not been easy for me, but it keeps rolling and rolling in my mind!
I think it just became worse because it is like venom, a parasite.
how i wish i can get my red and blue suit back.

Today we just got a treat from the company, Thai Accent at Vivo, which has the best thai food in Singapore. I am getting very fat from all the treating in the company.

Last week me and cousins went to Melben for crabs, which is superb because i haven been eating crabs for so long. I LOVE the crab thick beehoon soup and the oatmeal crab. Now i feel so crabby.

Tomorrow the company is having DnD at Mandarin Oriental.

Next week we are going bowling and seafood at long beach.

I think the company needs to provide a gym for fattening me.

I do not want to document this situation.

I see the true colours of bitches.

It shows who you can really trust and who really knows you.

You can choose to believe, hear and spread anything you want.

I dun even give a shit damn care

I know I have a clear conscience.

the lion

A lion had a splinter stuck in one of his paws and caused an injury.

A girl saw the injury and told the lion its gonna be okay.

She thinks she can treat the wound by using a stick to poke at the wound.

first time she did, the lion roared angrily at her.

second time she poked harder, the lion roared angrily again.

then she threw the stick at its face and went on to tell everyone that the lion tried to eat her when she wants to remove the splinter from its paws.

Now they recalled the incidents when the lion tried to eat somebody despite the fact that it drove away all the other wild animals that tried to eat them.

no perfect

Hi, if you have a boyfriend who is

Smart - Studies at good college like Yale/Harvard
Fit - Quarter-back american footballer
Good looking - tall dark and handsome
Stylish - wears nice clothes and drive nice car
Rich - waiting to inherit a billion family business
Popular - good character, nice to you and will stick to you forever

Its time to wake up

Hi, if you are looking for a job that has

High Salary - high in the industry
High increment - every half a year
Generous bonus - more than 3 months
Good employee welfare - provides car and 7-11 pantry
Bright career prospects - promote every year

its time to wake up.

Some people just love to live in a fairy tale

letgo

Right now I just want to find a place and hide inside forever. Keep me safe and secure from the world outside.

Its really tiring to stay in the state of complicated matters.

Yeah, I know I have to keep myself motivated like I always tell those who are giving up. But when it happens to myself I can't help but feel like letting go of everything and go away for good.

Actually there's nothing to let go.

I feel a need for something other than a break.

But I just don't know what I need.

dang

ok it wasnt that awkward after all. Everything's almost back to normal.

I have been thinking too much man.

I think I need a break.

Social Network

Truly inspiring. Mark Zuckerberg. Eduardo Saverin.
and Sean parker the bastard.

A lot of dialogues, sometimes you really need subtitles to understand what they'r saying and smart enough to jump from scene to scene.

Mark is truly a programming talent and he really deserves credit for changing our lives forever in a social network platform. Don't mess with Harvard students.

Do you know that Eduardo has been living in Singapore for 2 years already? One of the billionaire founder of facebook is among us and reportedly loves to club at Butter Factory. haha

what they want to hear

some people just want to hear what they wanna hear and filter other stuff out. Or be pissed because they hear what they don't want to hear.

It has happened too many times that my eyes can now roll 360 degrees. Just like a debtor meets the loanshark, blair waldorf meets chuck bass, spiderman meets green goblin. you know you cant escape so you keep avoiding but ultimately the ending has already been decided. Prolonging only lengthens the suffering.

Since dunno when I have this ability to almost sense or predict the future. I think it was army, I was bored one day that I saw the sky and predicted that it would rain heavily and then 5 minutes later a thunderstorm. then during field camp I predicted that it would drizzle for 5 minutes and stop and it really did! I lost the ability for while after ns but recently it surfaced again!

Every time before I lose something I somehow have the a feeling that i'll lose it. In Boston when I bought the weekly bus pass somehow I had the feeling that i'll lose it and really did. Same thing happened in Taiwan. A few weeks ago I knew I was going to lose something in my bag and it just dropped out. Somehow I knew, but can't prevent.

Somehow things have changed so much around me, lost and found, disappointment and satisfaction.

Forget it. Rely on myself.