she's leaving home

She's leaving home by The Beatles
(it's a song about a girl running away from home)

Wednesday morning at five o'clock
as the day begins
Silently closing her bedroom door
Leaving the note that she hoped would say more
She goes downstairs to the kitchen
clutching her handkerchief
Quietly turning the back door key
Stepping outside she is free

She (we gave her most of our lives)
is leaving (sacrificed most of our lives)
home (we gave her everything money could buy)
She's leaving home after living alone for
so many years (bye bye)

Father snores as his wife gets into her dressing gown
Picks up the letter that's lying there
Standing alone at the top of the stairs
She breaks down and cries to her husband
Daddy our baby's gone
Why would she treat us so thoughtlessly
How could she do this to me

She (We never thought of ourselves)
is leaving (never a thought for ourselves)
home (we struggled hard all our lives to get by)
She's leaving home after living alone for
so many years (bye bye)

Friday morning at nine o'clock she is far away
Waiting to keep the appointment she made
Meeting a man from the motor trade

She (what did we do that was wrong)
is having (we didn't know it was wrong)
fun (fun is the one thing that money can't buy)
Something inside that was always denied for
so many years (bye bye)
She's leaving home (bye bye)

distractions

so the best way is to take a breather and distract the mind from thinking.

ran 8 rounds around camp 6.4km on monday
swam 34 laps around pool 1.7km,
went out with ruthie for dinner and some chatting on wednesday.
went to library for comics and some window shopping with woon on thursday.
went for pirates movie marathon at sida's on friday, which is today.

dat's roughly wad i did this week.

jesus, take the wheel.

writing to myself

dear me,

i noe things will not be the same anymore

ur frens really care abt u so.. yeah. plz be normal again.. or at least try to be.

so.. plz try to be urself again.

*i will try.

now i felt how theng felt at that point of time

i tot i was strong but.

i leant how to cry again.

but it's too much for me to take.

i dun really wanna tok about it.

lost

i don't know who i am

i've lost my soul.

watch and violence

i think i've developed some signs of aggression and violency coz of often torturing and really fighting with godwin, and i really think i'm getting more and more violent.

coz i had a dream this morning, after guard duty then i went home to sleep until 4pm -_-. my mum nv wake mi up. ok so the dream goes like i'm some guy, then there's this testing ground for green goblin, one room for the hovering of the slider, another for dunno wad. yeah. not important so the next scene is dat my swatch watch shattered into pieces, i took all the pieces and tried to fix it back together. ( in reality my watch has run out of battery)

the metallic strap was in pieces, so i had to fix it, the main watch was ok coz i already fixed it, i was on the bus with some of my frens (i dunno hu) then i put the main watch on the seat and went over to chat with them, fixing my strap on the way. then i saw this thief trying to steal my main watch, and she alighted the bus. so i quickly put down the pieces and ran down the bus... and dun care about my other pieces.. coz i noe i got frens in the bus and they'll keep it for mi.

the bus went off, i ran after the thief until she stopped running. then i shouted at her 'why do u steal my watch? huH?!?! WHY WHY!!!?' then i pushed her to the ground, stepping on her, then there's this TV beside me, i took it and smash it on her head a few times, then i pulled her up, and held her head and smash her head on the TV a few times. then after dat i twisted her arm and wrist, locking her in a karate position. ok dat's when i woke up. hahahaXx.

moral of the story:
1. do not try to steal my watch.
2. i'm got violent syndromes.
3. i seriously need a new watch.

News

if i'm going out with anyone plz remind me NOT to drink coffee after 5pm.

coz dat day we went to kim gary then ordered the yin yang, milk tea+coffee, and after dat i went home, went to bed at 1.30am.. and i was flipping here and rolling there until 4am then i got to sleep. it's the coffee.

i need a few new stuff!!
































































1. a new watch
SUPER NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! The stylish watches are fossil by phillipe starck. By the way starck is a super famous french designer. Super nice riteeeeee esp the first one. too bad my bdae is soooooo far away and it's quite ex so i've to buy it on my own. arh.

there r more nice watches at fossil so u can go to the following website for more starck-design watches... look out for the cool ring-o watch.. really different watch concept.
http://www.fossil.com/jump.jsp?itemID=2947&itemType=CATEGORY&iMainCat=1918&iSubCat=2947&viewall=1&level=4

2. a new handphone
hm.... i was choosing btw sony ericsson and the iphone, dunno when the iphone is coming out and the price leh..... ha. i think i really hafta buy the iphone myself if it comes out. sians. hahaXx

3. a pair of new pale coloured jeans
my mother says i need more jeans to wear to uni. hahahaXx.. coz i've A LOT of tshirts. she went to count and said i have more than 50 t shirts. dunno if she's exaggerating. yeah pale colour like white or off white or beige jeans! there's one i saw at GAP which is $125.. so off the budget. so i need to hunt for cheaper alternatives.

Bridge to Terabithia

watched Bridge to Terabithia with my cousin.

FIRST TIME i watch a movie, i had to control my tears but then tears had to flow out of my eyes.

it's nice, and sooo emotional!! u really haf to watch it to understand.
it's quite a matured movie, so u haf to really understand the story. there's always a reason beneath the surface kinda thingy and interprete la.

yeah so go n watch it!!! and the young female actress is so pretty!!! hahaXx.

at the sick bay

ok.... i was in camp then we went to the bike shed, then we were playing at the stairs there... then i was holding a stick to whip godwin then he snatch frm mi then he whip my fingers then i was looking at my fingers and i step, and one leg drop inside the drain.

ok then i hurt my hipbone there. and my leg still haven touch the water inside the drain, yeah the drain is soooooooo deep.

soooooooooooo pain la i tell u. ok the important part is not this.

then i went to the medical center the next day, then i was thinking... hm... i might as well take some eye drops for my eyes coz it has been A BIT red for a few days.. so i told the doc i got a bit of sore eyes...

doc: " it's a bruise at ur hip so it's okay."
mi: " okay. so u'll give me eye drops for my eyes?"
doc: "er no. i'll have to keep u inside the sick bay."
mi: "HUH!!!!!!!! it's not dat serious actually!!! i dun need the sick bay!"
doc: "oh it's the directives. i'll keep u inside until u recover or something."

sooooooooooooo i have to go to the sick bay. -_-" and stay inside the observation room with nobody but 2 beds and 2 flowers. and it's not really sore eyes laaaaa it's like there's a few red veins on half of my left eye. HAIF OF MY LEFT EYE ONLI!!

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn until i wanna die. imagine for 2 days i stayed inside the room, either sleep or stare at the ceiling.

good thing my frens came to visit mi, and i have ELDEST, which i've read until the book is rotten.

luckily the medical center closed down for something then the doc discharged mi early.

And the eye is still the same la. hahaXx.

NUS/NTU

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY CAN'T I GET INTO ACCOUNTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got the NUS letter yesterday, got into mech. engineer.

and i just opened the letter box today, NTU letter... i was praying all the way home dat NTU accept mi into accounting.. like holding the letter and muttering "accounting accounting accounting accounting accounting accounting " all the way until i reach home and open the letter...

Dear Mr Soh, congratulations in getting into NTU:
MECHANICAL ENGINEERING

FREAKING MECHANICAL ENGINEER!!!!!! r they like soo short of ppl dat they want talented accountant like mi!??!?!?!?!!?

*SLAMS ON THE TABLE UNTIL THE TABLE BREAKS
*TEAR THE NTU LETTER INTO NANO PIECES
*PULLS HAIR UNTIL NO MORE
*SCREAMS AND RUNS CRAZILY AROUND THE HOUSE
*PUTS ON SPIDEY SUIT AND SWINGS OUTTA THE HOUSE (ok juz kidding)

and now i haf a dilema. i have to choose between the two schools and i have up till the first week of june to decide. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Spidey 3 twice

ok i seem to lost touch with blogging quite a bit. hahaXx.. remember the last times i used to blog about EVERYTHING i did and EVERYWHERE i went. hahaXx.. so i'm goin to keep up with it.

eh.... oh i had this long wkend coz i took off on mon and wednesday.. and tuesday was 1st may labour day!!!! hahaXx.

so saturday i met woon and song after their syc, ate ding tai feng.. and went shopping for some presents.. sunday i rest at home..

monday i went to collect my passport and it was like wahhhh so many ppl. i had to wait for 200+ people to collect my passport... and the new biometric passport is like wow... cool la. it's got a chip and antenna inside. hahaXx and the picture is not bad too. and they haf the new passport number also. different from ur id number.
then went orchard to meet woon and shopped for presents! ahahXx and i bot a t shirt from Zara.... KIDS. ahhaXx so cool it's quite nice and i can still fit into it!!! so i'm goin there to shop regularly. hahaXx. and went all around.. shopping and she was so tired and we ate at mos burgers wif a crazy waiter walking around. i still dunno whether i wanna get dat zara jeans anot..... argh.

yeah anyway we got a pink jumper for LJ.. hu's goin canada for 3 months... so cool rite. a lot of money but i hope i can go there too next time. hahaXx. yeah and i went home with it and spent the whole nite thinking about the letterings and pics i'm goin to do with it. FYI i was goin to customize the jumper for her... so sprayed a few stuff on it. the first thing i did was HIDEOUS. really. the heart and a drip of paint. soooo ugly. then the letterings which i drew myself was quite nice but wasn't really a good effect on the jacket but the final pic was quite nice i decided to do a few times. ahhaXx. ok it's more of an experience for mi in customisation... so yeah. the product was soooo ugly i din dare to bring to her. and i finished the thing at 3am in the morning.

sooo tuesday was the big spidey day... went to ah ma hse to bai bai in the morning and after dat go for spidey!!!! and i've booked the tickets. so in the end 2 persons fell sick, couldn't make it and i felt so demoralised coz.......
1. i'm the organiser
2. i've booked the tics and now i dunno hu to gave them to.
3. they told mi about 2 hours away from the movie so i dunno hu to replace them so dat the tics dun go to waste.
4. was looking forward to meeting them and watching spidey
5. they missed such a great movie.

so in the end one ticket had to go wasted.. argh.
well actually mayb i had too much high hopes for the movie or i've been reading the spidey comics for the past few days.. i felt the story wasn't really into the comic.. and tobey wasn't really being spiderman. he should've read the comics.. and the movie spiderman din really tok as much when he was swinging around unlike the comics. the angles of filming were quite zai... u can actually c them fighting REAL LIFE as spiderman and goblin... and have the 3-D effect. so it seems like it's happening in real life. the fighting scenes were the best!! but sometimes the animation looks quite fake also it's like u noe it's CGI spiderman instead of the real person and some parts in the middle are quite redundant. the story wasn't really INTO the spiderman character.. it's like so many things squeezed into 2hr 20mins. i really think there'r too many things la.

but overall the movie is AWESOME. it's already so difficult to make spiderman so real life and the movie even made sandman and venom so real too... and venom is really cool... and venom should get more screen time.. the ending was somehow unexpected... but well... it's an okay ending. i really hope there's another sequel. and the J.J.Jameson is sssssssssuuuuuper farnie and he acted really good.

oh btw you can spot Stan Lee, the creator of spiderman and Marvel Comics, as an old man saying "sometimes just one makes a difference" or something like dat. catch him in the movie!

ok after movie we ate at manhatten again. ahahXx then went starbucks and cartel to eat dessert. dat reminds mi... i haven drank starbucks or coffee bean for such a long time!!!!! and we wun b see-ing lj for such a long time... hope she has fun there and we'll b missing her.

wednesday.... Kbox with huiting!!!!!!!! hahaXx it's 2 month never go kbox already... and i felt like i haven been there for 2 years. and i really need to sing more. ahhahaaXx.. so it's like shit for the both of us. ahahahXx and it's kinda a warming up session. so terrible. esp mi hu haven been singin for 2 months.

then we bot tics for 3pm spidey!!!! yes, I'M WATCHING SPIDEY A SECOND TIME!!!! hahahXx!!!! oh yeah i haven told u the movie's 2hr 20mins... so i had to watch a second time to really know the movie well coz u'll tend to lose focus in the middle of the movie. ahahXx.... (it's like woon watching xmen 3 for 6 times)
i always like to memorise the script from spiderman but then this time the script-writer changed so the script wasn't really quite good la... but there'r still some punchlines... (spoilers ahead.. dun read if u dun want):

"a husband must put his wife before himself, do u think u can do dat, Peter?"
"Everyone needs help sometimes, even spiderman."

ok i think i dun wana spoil more. hahaXx.. but still remember to catch Stan Lee!

i still love the Aunt May!!! she's so.... wow.. all her words are so wise and she has this strong spirit. it's really WOW.

and i feel like watching a third time!!!!!! hahahaXx!!!! juz kidding. i will buy the trilogy VCD or DVD la.

PS: for a moment i was about to throw the com downstairs. i clicked on 'publish' and the website directed me to sign in and i tot my whole chunk of entry is gone. hahaXx.

oh yeah for those hu wanna catch the 7min trailer of spidey 3, go to this webbie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9LKsdU_nKO8