Popo

My grandmother in Port Dickson passed away on Saturday night. My mum came into my room late at night and said that they are going to drive in the next morning but I wasn't prepared or anything so I would go with my cousins instead on Sunday night.

I packed in the morning, went back for a quick work on Sunday afternoon (shocked to see people working on a Sunday evening), then went to have dinner with a friend and met my cousin at Bugis, back home and we went into JB at midnight, then headed to PD at 2am, reached at 5am.

How she passed away remained a mystery, and they said she either starved or stuffed. LOL. My uncle came back that night to wake her up from her nap and couldn't wake her, and nobody knows if she have had dinner or had 2 rounds of dinner, but I'm glad she died peacefully, without any suffering. I think everyone had the same thought, it was so chill.

She was a very chill grandmother. Her legs are weak so she had to hold a walker and she would just sit at her favourite seat outside the house for meals or to just stare at the nature and occasionally asked if we had a cigarette LOL. And when I asked her if she would let me smoke and she would be like "PFFFF smoking is not good" and she would do those funny things that people ask her to. Her reactions to my cousins are quite funny as well (and my cousins are super funny too) so all in all she's quite funny. I think we all inherited that trait.

The funeral lasted for 3 days, we had to do some rituals in the evening, other than we just hung out in the morning and afternoon. Almost all the family members went back, including my closest childhood cousin whom I had not seen for many years so it was a good reunion, and we made a lot of jokes as usual, even during the rituals (sorry). It wasn't like CNY where there are lotsa food and stuff but most shops were open so we drove out to drink and eat. It was fun. The final day after the burial we headed back to sg directly.

I actually needed a break after working for so long without one, so this break came right on time, and I'm really thankful. I took all 5 days of compassionate leave so I could spend the rest of the week playing. LOL.

People say it takes death for everyone to come together and it's quite true. CNY would never be the same anymore without my grandmother but I'll still go back for a reunion.
It was really fun, my cousins and I really enjoyed hanging out together, even though it was a funeral but it was a happy one and I guess she also wanted us to enjoy ourselves.

Bye Popo, enjoy yourself. We will miss you.

Friday club with Kathy

Kathy and I go a long way back but we haven't really go clubbing together before, so Friday night we just wanted to drink coz her bf is not in town. Hehe.

So we went to Cincin, and the surprising thing is, we actually dressed up LOL. Usually we would meet each other after work, like all tired and staff but this time it's all hair, make up, dress, contacts.

Jasper the bartender gave us a special: Kinobi Navy strength (54%), double shot. Wow. He's seriously trying to get us drunk.

After, it was 10pm and we were rushing for the liquid buffet at the club. We reached at 10.30pm, and we were told that the LB ends in 15mins, coz they changed their timing on Fridays. We were like ok, 15mins we could do some damage, then we went in. There wasn't a lot of people though. So we had to rush through our drinks. Fortunately (or unfortunately) we managed to chug down 6 drinks before the liquid buffet ended. 6 drinks is pretty crazy for 15mins. And while finishing our last drink, the bartender signalled me over, then I went there, he said "Since you guys came late, i'm going to give you guys one more drink but you gotta finish this one quickly." 

And so we did, and we saw him making us our last drink. He poured like triple shot in our drink. I tasted it and it was nasty. Anyway we went to the second floor for a table to chat, and it was all good, until the effects of the 6 drinks started to hit us, then we left our drinks there, and headed out for a breather. 

Then we headed to find Jarren and gang drinking beer, and had a few rounds, then went back to the club to finish our drinks, and some dancing and everything was a blur afterwards.

This is what I remembered, I blanked out so I can't remember the sequence:

• Desiree introduced herself to me
• Kathy went dancing on the stage with some guy for a long time
• I was down there watching her and people started to touch me so I went up
• We were snatching over her small bag I was like "no let me carry it for you" she was like "no need"
• Too many hugs and smells, we went back to the bar to find them smoking
• Kathy went smoking with Jarren and gang and I went back to the club
• I met Issac and he intro me to Sam and Jasper, I went to the toilet
• Met Jasper at the toilet and told him I needed to find Kathy
• Jasper and I sitting on the second floor stairs
• Jasper and I sitting outside the club, trying to call Kathy
• Went to the bar to find Kathy near the toilet.
• Kathy video called her bf while high LOL
• Jasper went out and met Issac and Sam
• Kenneth told me he's trying to quit smoking
• Kathy sat with Jason while booking grab
• My grab came first so I went home

The hangover the next day was HORRIBLE and I am so scary when I'm drunk. Like super sociable kind of scary. And Jarren called me a playboy wow.

A reminder to myself - I need to take care of Kathy more, like keeping her in line of sight and putting her in a grab before I call for grab.

gym shag

I'm so tired everyday but I still drag myself to gym. I really don't know why I'm going to the gym.

update on bag

An update on my bag, one of my colleagues brought it back by mistake so I had it back. Ok that's good.

Ok I love drinking, but not too much, just a mild buzz in the head and that's it. The next phase I like is actually when I'm actually gone which seldom happens unless I have a reliable friend to bring me home.

I'm starting to hate wines coz of the taste of it when I puke it out.

To think of it, I haven't had a buffet quite some time. Hm... maybe it's time.

I never trust a narcissist
But they love me
So I play 'em like a violin
And I make it look oh so easy
'Cause for every lie I tell them
They tell me three
This is how the world works
Now all he thinks about is me

Hangover

It's horrible.

Friday night we had a company event with free flow alcoholic drinks at a hotel lounge. When I got there, they already started but there was no food! I thought there would be food but no. Anyway I started with 1 wine and 2 beers, then socialising around, talking to people, then somebody bought finger food.

And after one too many, there were these few people left. Everyone's happy and high, my head of business was ok but I didn't get to talk to him much. I think I irritated another sales head, but I was good with the other sales head who's like a mother hen and I ended up talking to all 4 new sales guys who were under the mother hen.

Free flow drinks, somebody bought 1 round of kalua shots, then drinks, then another bought gins shots, then another bought vodka shots, then another bought tequila shots. Empty stomach and lotsa alcohol = trouble.

12am I was telling the sales guys to join my hsbc club.
1am I was explaining gins to another business head.
1.30am I went to the toilet, then went back, there were only 2 people so I left. Then at the bus stop I realised I left my bag there. I went back to the lounge but everything was closed. Then I went to the reception to report it and went back to the bus stop. The world was spinning. I thought of going to the bars to find Jarren and gang but I just can't drink anymore. I boarded the bus, got home.

At Bukit Panjang, I got out of the bus and puked beside the rubbish bin.
I took a grab home for free coz of discount code.
I realised I lost my bag and I didn't have keys to open the doors so I called my dad to open the door.
I have no idea how I showered.
I dried my hair and puked a second time at the toilet.
I crash into bed immediately.
At 6.45am I realised I left the lights on, I got up, turned off and closed the curtains
I woke up at 11.30am, head still spinning and had breakfast
I couldn't do anything. I couldn't go to the gym. But I had to go back to the hotel to ask for more information for my bag but they didn't find it.

Hangover is so bad. Losing my bag is so bad. I hope one of my colleague brought it back.
I hate over drinking.