argh.ness.

hi i'm backkkkkkkkkkkk arghhhhh

i really hate recce. the word juz sucks and i really hate being in the company. the first day my morale was low until i can't describe. the feeling was much worse than the first day in BMTC sia. the first few days were really the lowest point of my life. seriously! lowest point OF MY LIFE.

i think i'm having a depression or something laaaaa arghhhhhhhharghhhhhhharghhhhhhhhh

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

the onli thing dat keeps mi goin is dat godwin is my buddy. dat's the best thing out of the worst. good thing he's there or else i'll really kill myself man.

arghhhhhhh i'm really damn sad la................

WHYYY POSTING!!!!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!

whyyyyyyy are all my buddies get my dream units instead of mi!!!!!! all of them wanted to go command sch... and all they get is 8-5 while those hu wans to get 8-5 doesn't get it!!!!!!!

btw i got into the recce unit.. which is erm... to survey the enemy first. we'll b the first to set off.
one good thing abt this is the camp is near my house and i can learn motobike la...
but i'm sooooooo upset and i'm gonna kill myself coz it's not my dream unit while all my buddies got into my dream units!!!!!~ like james bond got into airforce technician, azhar is in mechanic.. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

nvm.

yesterday went to sleepover at pear's.. and woon reached at like 12.30am!! hahaXx but quite fun laaaa still the same 2 gals 1 guy and i was sleeping in the middle.. and pear's father was feeling weird why we so late le still sleepover.. ahahXx..

anyway i watched silent hill wif pear and woon today..... WAHHHHHH i tell u it's the most horror american movie i ever watched. horror but it doesn't end like those korean or japanese horror movies la.. wah it's really damn scary... everytime i dread those things coming out.. wah it really freaked me out. but it's a super good movie. but i wun watch twice coz i'll really freak out. i almost wanted to watch another time wif mab and ht they all but then i was so ham i din wana watch again later at nite i will haf nightmares. ahahXx

i realised in my block leave i've developed a super bad habit... i'll stuff myself wif junk food whenever i'm bored.. so i think i've gained back all the weight i lost. hahahaX.. it's like everytime i go out my frens i'll tend to eat and eat. and at home i'm bored i'll eat maggie or potato chips. argh. i must stop this bad habit!!!!!

and i'm still upset abt my posting.

haf i mentioned?

haf i mentioned dat i haf lost a lot of weight in tekong?? my waist was actually an L sized waist then now it became S size already!! all my pant dat seem so tight last time is dangling so loosely!!!! argh!! how to wear my bigger sized pants?!?! all my pants became so loose i have to put safety pins and wear belt to secure!!

haf i mentioned dat i missed my hair A LOTTTTT!!!!!??! argh!!!!! went orchard juz now and saw sooooo many ppl wif stylo milo hair.. and mine? stylo horlicks.

i missed my fringe slapping against my forehead!! i missed styling my hair wif wax!! i missed my hair standing!! (ok actually it's standing now because it's too short. i meant standing as in standing wif wax.)

haf i mentioned dat i haf an urge to buy the $41 spiderman comic wif the cool davinci painting in the cover? yeahhh it's the one at kino i saw.. i think huiting noes the book coz i showed her and she said wah y everything so davinci now. ahhahaXx.. yah lo. argh!!!! i wanna read spiderman!!!!!!!!! i wanna buy ALL the spiderman comics!!!!!!~ ahahXx..hm... mayb it's cheaper at america.. so nxt time anyone goin to america i can ask them to help mi buy.

haf i mentioned dat i badly wans to go kbox? and NOBODY IS FREE TO GO WIF MI!!!! (ok except woon) arh!!! so long nv sing already!!! my voice is getting so rusty... mayb i need the Rust-eze Medicated Bumper Ointment. ok sorri not farnie.

WAH!!!!!~ hahahaXx i suddenly remembered a song which i'm so madly in love in secondary sch days... and i kept singing it all the time... wahh... ahahahxXx ok plz go n listen to A teen's 'sugar rush'. wahhhhhh so nostalgic!!!~ i loved the song sooooo much man!!!!~

5th day

i can't bliff this is the 5th day of block leave and i haf one more week to go!!! i dun wana go back!!!~ ahahaXx.. ok i sound like some kid screaming at my mum.

anywayyy WELCOME BACK TO SPORE HUITING!!!!~ hahaXx she juz went m'sia..

ok as u can c i'm quite bored now.. like all my frens r either studying or working.. and hu wans to go out wif NS frens during block leave?!?!?! ahahahXx... soo.. nobody is free enough to go out wif mi.. hm.. mayb except woon.. ahahahXx

juz borrowed spiderman comics again... wah... so long nv keep in touch wif spiderman!! ahahXx it juz feels so good to read spiderman again.. i noe this sounds stupid but he has been quite an inspiration to me la.. everytime i feel shitty in camp i'll think how would he feel in such a situation where he also had no choice..

well, NS is juz similar to being spiderman (well actually everything around mi is similiar to being spiderman).. u r given power to protect people.. and u dun really haf a choice u haf to sacrifice ur time and energy to the public.. no complaints abt it. Peter parker has to study and work and be spiderman at the same time.. while i juz haf to be a soldier.. so he has sacrificed more than mi.. so i should not complain so much.

but peter parker has mary jane!! and i haven found my mary jane!!

POP lo!!

hi guys i'm back!!!!~ and this time it's 2 weeks break and i'm onli left with one week break la....

so long nv blog already sure got ppl miss my blog.. oh yah i think i gonna change blogskin soon already.. this is getting sian la.

time pass so fast during block leave i can't even do anything abt it lo.. haiXx... how i wish dun need to go back but....... no choice laaaa.. really hope i can go into MDC then 9-5 laaaaa and can go home everyday.. argh.

dun think i'll b updating a lot coz ehh need to go out and stuff.. recap all the things i missed when i'm in camp. like reading spiderman. wow i borrowed a good spiderman yesterday!!!! super happy!!!

oh and i watched CARS!!!!~ very nice man.. ahhaXx i noe it's a cartoon.. but then it's still nice coz i like watching cars... ahhahaXx...yayness(EC)

anyway i think i juz put on 5kg today!!! ahahaXx.... i realise dat everytime i book out all my money will b spent on food, food and more food.. (thus the nick ht gave mi: bottomless pit)(and she's sing 'wu di dong')
ahahXx.... and now block leave.. i kept eating junk food!!~ old chang kee.. all the soft drinks..ice cream.. chips.. deep fried food..wah... i think i'll become fat like last time again.

ok everyone...i'm back so plz feel free to date mi anytime. hahaXx...