After having so much bad stuff i dunno wad's gonna happen to my life in the future. it's like having bad luck for weeks!~ lotsa weird things happen to me and i still dunno how to handle it!! argh.... i'm simply out of luck and down wif it.... as ppl say this year's not a good year for rabbits.. especially me... a rabbit head.
after so much studying i can't bliff i did so badly for chem paper 1, 2 and GP!!!! i've got the lowest in class for gp lahXx... i really can't understand y... my gp is one of my better subjects... yah rite. better. really lowest in class. even ppl hu haf poor command of english got higher than me... i can't bliff it! wad the hell happened to my compre!!! i failed both papers man. can't bliff it... same to my chem papers.... both papers...
i dun understand how come i can't score well when i noe i put in effort in studying for the prelims... haiXx... GP used to be one of my better subjects... chem is like gonecase.... maths i dun wanna tok abt it... physics also quite badly done. i have one of the lowest ranks in class... lowest in gp.. haiXx... i almost got an E8 for GP man. i tot having GP back was a good idea and i so look forward to it but guess wad? it failed me... leaving mi so dejected.. i really dun understand y.. now i feel so inferior to my classmates.. dropping one subject and still doin so badly for prelims... i really dunno how to survive A levels... really. i'm so afraid to get retained coz i failed GP.
how i wish i could haf better grades when i take back my chem 3 and maths papers.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
wkends after prelims
friday to saturday went to cousin's hse to stayover and watch Final Fantasy movie... wah real nice!~ graphics r super good... anyway quite fun lah go there n made frens wif his frenz.. hahaXx. quite cool his frens.. then after dat went home.
saturday afternoon went out again to orchard to do some price marketing survey for gundams... hahahXx... and then found out that actually Rapid Culture at cine had the cheapest gundams!~ except when taka haf 20% discount lah which is frequent. the gundams i wanna buy:
1. HG 1/144 Saviour Gundam taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
2. HG 1/144 Gaia Gundam (andrew waldfield custom) taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
3. 1/100 Destiny Gundam taka: $54.90(no discount) Rapid Culture: $45.90
yeah yeah yeah... hm.. feel like buying MG freedom also...
4. MG 1/100 Freedom Gundam taka: $79.90, $63 after discount Rapid Culture: $69.90
so better to go taka buy freedom gundam.
sunday went to sunshine plaza to check out gundams... same price at taka also... dunno y.. ahhXx.. but got a lot of gundam equipments... but quite ex lah so i decided to buy the tamiya spray cans to paint my gundams... cheaper but not a lot cheap also.. it's like $8 per can lohXx... argh. so ex. oh i saw a rainbow!!!!~ ahah took pic wif my hp also.. super cool the rainbow hahaXx.. oh yeah went to MC for a while for mooncake fest... hahaX... quite farnie the performances.. then i book lessons for tml....
monday went to cut hair... quite nice lehXx!~ then went to MC for more diaphram lessons!!~ yay!!!!~ haahXx.. Irwin is still so scary when he laff... but he's a fun guy lahXx... ahhaXx... anyway haf 2 hr lesson wif him coz combine wif shi hui... quite fun and productive.. cool. oh then stephanie sun's manager came to MC also.. dunno do wad... the teachers went to eat then left mi n shi hui in MC to practise songs.. ahhaXx.. reached home like 12am+ like dat... then came online n chatted for a while.... hm................
tuesday actually planned to watch movie but toon pang seh... so went out wif kaka instead. went to library borrowed books... then went eat subway then go gundam-spotting again.... actually wanna buy Saviour at Rapid Culture but then out of stock!!!!~ arh!!!!~ need to wait until nxt month then haf!!!!~ arGH!~!~
nvm... anyway ok lahXx... juz wanna get some spray cans n build some gundams.... i wanna buy clothes also!!!!!~ i found quite a lot of clothes in far east but then quite ex lahx... dun bear to buy.... hm... can anyone sponsor some $$!!!!!!!!~ ahahXx..
hm.... while taking bus frm orchard to home... i listened to the song "感谢你用心爱我", the one which xin hui sang for superstar finals... but then it's by the original singer peng lin. then tears came out from my eyes... it's such a sad song but meaningful lyrics.. it's so sad in front because they broke up.. but then happy at the end coz thanking for loving me so much. such a wonderful lyrics and the melody fits in juz nicely. juz gives me an inspiration to write a song.... hm.....
saturday afternoon went out again to orchard to do some price marketing survey for gundams... hahahXx... and then found out that actually Rapid Culture at cine had the cheapest gundams!~ except when taka haf 20% discount lah which is frequent. the gundams i wanna buy:
1. HG 1/144 Saviour Gundam taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
2. HG 1/144 Gaia Gundam (andrew waldfield custom) taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
3. 1/100 Destiny Gundam taka: $54.90(no discount) Rapid Culture: $45.90
yeah yeah yeah... hm.. feel like buying MG freedom also...
4. MG 1/100 Freedom Gundam taka: $79.90, $63 after discount Rapid Culture: $69.90
so better to go taka buy freedom gundam.
sunday went to sunshine plaza to check out gundams... same price at taka also... dunno y.. ahhXx.. but got a lot of gundam equipments... but quite ex lah so i decided to buy the tamiya spray cans to paint my gundams... cheaper but not a lot cheap also.. it's like $8 per can lohXx... argh. so ex. oh i saw a rainbow!!!!~ ahah took pic wif my hp also.. super cool the rainbow hahaXx.. oh yeah went to MC for a while for mooncake fest... hahaX... quite farnie the performances.. then i book lessons for tml....
monday went to cut hair... quite nice lehXx!~ then went to MC for more diaphram lessons!!~ yay!!!!~ haahXx.. Irwin is still so scary when he laff... but he's a fun guy lahXx... ahhaXx... anyway haf 2 hr lesson wif him coz combine wif shi hui... quite fun and productive.. cool. oh then stephanie sun's manager came to MC also.. dunno do wad... the teachers went to eat then left mi n shi hui in MC to practise songs.. ahhaXx.. reached home like 12am+ like dat... then came online n chatted for a while.... hm................
tuesday actually planned to watch movie but toon pang seh... so went out wif kaka instead. went to library borrowed books... then went eat subway then go gundam-spotting again.... actually wanna buy Saviour at Rapid Culture but then out of stock!!!!~ arh!!!!~ need to wait until nxt month then haf!!!!~ arGH!~!~
nvm... anyway ok lahXx... juz wanna get some spray cans n build some gundams.... i wanna buy clothes also!!!!!~ i found quite a lot of clothes in far east but then quite ex lahx... dun bear to buy.... hm... can anyone sponsor some $$!!!!!!!!~ ahahXx..
hm.... while taking bus frm orchard to home... i listened to the song "感谢你用心爱我", the one which xin hui sang for superstar finals... but then it's by the original singer peng lin. then tears came out from my eyes... it's such a sad song but meaningful lyrics.. it's so sad in front because they broke up.. but then happy at the end coz thanking for loving me so much. such a wonderful lyrics and the melody fits in juz nicely. juz gives me an inspiration to write a song.... hm.....
Sunday, September 18, 2005
After prelims
i think my blog's gonna die soon coz nobody's reading it except 1 or 2 like dat... haXx.. coz this blog is like not laz time when i first started coz when i started i really put down everything that happened like today eat wad thing do wad thing meet hu like dat lahXx... all those small things. but this one is like writing down some major things lohxX.. coz the small things i wanna keep in my memory which onli lasts for 1 day.. haahXx
anyway... this wk is damn sian and damn sickening.. i'm like living in a jail... now i noe wad the jail feels like... i can't go out n always haf to do the same thing over n over again... and haf to keep forcing myself to study and study.. prelims r real bad man.. i dun haf anything to say abt it..
real sickening lah exam week... especially all those topics... so damn lot and long... argh. anyway i'm goin to relax n play to my heart's content now man... it's after prelims... the stupid mental stress is gone... u noe during prelims my head is like damn heavy coz need to memorise all those stuff.. argh. nvm.. and stupid papers i keep spending too much time in front and not having enuff time to answer the questions at the back!!!~ argh. n my frens like so relax at the back still got time.. i'm sure i noe how to do those questions provided i had sufficient time!!!~
anyway for 3 weeks i haven been exercising already.. i can feel the lipids(fats) surrounding my body... and my sch uniform seems to b tighter.. ahahXx.. I'M FAT!!!!~ ok.. coz i keep eating and eating those snacks when i study then nv burn them off... fattening lah.. real fat. i need to burn off the fats!~ or else when i go army i'll juz die there. oh plus now is mooncake fest.. i keep on eating those sugary mooncakes and stuff.. wah fats fats fats. i'm so afraid of getting fat. ahhaXx.. it's true! it's like a vicious cycle.. if u get fat u get lazy.. when u get lazy u dun exercise.. when u dun exercise u get fat... cycle.
alright after prelims the onli way to relax is to go shopping and movies!!!!!~ ahhaXx.. i haven been buying clothes for like very long??! those new year clothes i bot during christmas wore less than 5 times i think.. hahaXx.. coz they'r shirts... i need T shirts... more normal kind. movie-wise i think the good movie now is night watch which i'm gonna catch on tues.. then no other one. boring... but the most exciting one is harry potter which comes out at the last day of A levels!!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx i think dat day sure the whole JC2s in spore will go n catch lah.. then orchard will b crowded wif JC2s.. think booking tics in advance better!~
nothing to do... i keep dl-ing good animes to watch.. so nice!!~ and read-up more abt gundams... gonna buy them soon!!~ yeah!~ loves gundams.
anyway... this wk is damn sian and damn sickening.. i'm like living in a jail... now i noe wad the jail feels like... i can't go out n always haf to do the same thing over n over again... and haf to keep forcing myself to study and study.. prelims r real bad man.. i dun haf anything to say abt it..
real sickening lah exam week... especially all those topics... so damn lot and long... argh. anyway i'm goin to relax n play to my heart's content now man... it's after prelims... the stupid mental stress is gone... u noe during prelims my head is like damn heavy coz need to memorise all those stuff.. argh. nvm.. and stupid papers i keep spending too much time in front and not having enuff time to answer the questions at the back!!!~ argh. n my frens like so relax at the back still got time.. i'm sure i noe how to do those questions provided i had sufficient time!!!~
anyway for 3 weeks i haven been exercising already.. i can feel the lipids(fats) surrounding my body... and my sch uniform seems to b tighter.. ahahXx.. I'M FAT!!!!~ ok.. coz i keep eating and eating those snacks when i study then nv burn them off... fattening lah.. real fat. i need to burn off the fats!~ or else when i go army i'll juz die there. oh plus now is mooncake fest.. i keep on eating those sugary mooncakes and stuff.. wah fats fats fats. i'm so afraid of getting fat. ahhaXx.. it's true! it's like a vicious cycle.. if u get fat u get lazy.. when u get lazy u dun exercise.. when u dun exercise u get fat... cycle.
alright after prelims the onli way to relax is to go shopping and movies!!!!!~ ahhaXx.. i haven been buying clothes for like very long??! those new year clothes i bot during christmas wore less than 5 times i think.. hahaXx.. coz they'r shirts... i need T shirts... more normal kind. movie-wise i think the good movie now is night watch which i'm gonna catch on tues.. then no other one. boring... but the most exciting one is harry potter which comes out at the last day of A levels!!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx i think dat day sure the whole JC2s in spore will go n catch lah.. then orchard will b crowded wif JC2s.. think booking tics in advance better!~
nothing to do... i keep dl-ing good animes to watch.. so nice!!~ and read-up more abt gundams... gonna buy them soon!!~ yeah!~ loves gundams.
Monday, September 12, 2005
Saturday, September 10, 2005
one september holiday week
well i decided to blog coz i read some ppl's blog and got some inspiration.. ahahXx.. anyway this whole wk haf been quite a boring wk... perhaps the most boring holiday week that i had.. coz this wk is like the tuna in the tuna sandwich.. where the breads are the prelims... u can do nothing except study and study and study... can't really go out n play coz nobody will b there to play wif u... except for J1s mayb... or frens in other age.
juz reached home at like 11.00pm.. so long nv reach home so late.. if not for the bread of the tuna sandwich... this will b like the earliest time i will reach home normally... i juz like to stay out at nite.. dunno y.
oh yeah lesson today was quite fun.. i learnt quite a lot abt using the diaphram.. ok it's not the female condom... it's the muscle in ur body which u use to sing. anyway Irwin, the teacher was super zai.. he's a farnie guy always laffing so loudly that he sometimes scares mi wif the loud laffter.. and he's damn energetic and scary sometimes when he teaches... he is a diaphram expert coz he went overseas many places to learn abt music and singing.. and he came back.. so zai man..
anyway i had some breathing and warming up exercises.. style is like last time i was in choir.. hahaXx... and felt where my diaphram is... u can actually feel it when u suck without letting air into ur body. yeah... it's cool. ur diaphram actually goes up and down when u sing a high and low pitch.. dat's training to use ur diaphram. it's very tiring and takes weeks to learn how to fully control ur diaphram. so chim sia. ahhaXx... wonder when will i ever take to master it like him.
music clinic juz opened its upstairs too!~ so nice man.. the wooden bars on the wall look like the logo like dat... hahaXx... very cute and very nice.. the new classrooms r very nice too!~ everything's new there... wahh can't wait for the mooncake festival party. ahhaXx.. mayb goin there wif ruth... oh speaking abt her... choong's goin army tml.. hahaXx... juz msged him to ask him to train harder and jia you.. ahhaXx... i'll b joining soon lah dun worry.. hahaXx... my cousin also msged him using my phone.. ahahX... but will really miss him and his long hair...
i juz found out that the new local singer shi kang jun Jones is actually peter laoshi's student... wah so cool... he said he came in juz abt the same time as yanzi juz dat he is found by the record company when he was singing in Kbox. hahXx.. luck n more luck. hahaXx...
my cousin juz gave birth a month ago n auntie invited everyone to buffet tml afternoon!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx... man yue.. so cool.
juz reached home at like 11.00pm.. so long nv reach home so late.. if not for the bread of the tuna sandwich... this will b like the earliest time i will reach home normally... i juz like to stay out at nite.. dunno y.
oh yeah lesson today was quite fun.. i learnt quite a lot abt using the diaphram.. ok it's not the female condom... it's the muscle in ur body which u use to sing. anyway Irwin, the teacher was super zai.. he's a farnie guy always laffing so loudly that he sometimes scares mi wif the loud laffter.. and he's damn energetic and scary sometimes when he teaches... he is a diaphram expert coz he went overseas many places to learn abt music and singing.. and he came back.. so zai man..
anyway i had some breathing and warming up exercises.. style is like last time i was in choir.. hahaXx... and felt where my diaphram is... u can actually feel it when u suck without letting air into ur body. yeah... it's cool. ur diaphram actually goes up and down when u sing a high and low pitch.. dat's training to use ur diaphram. it's very tiring and takes weeks to learn how to fully control ur diaphram. so chim sia. ahhaXx... wonder when will i ever take to master it like him.
music clinic juz opened its upstairs too!~ so nice man.. the wooden bars on the wall look like the logo like dat... hahaXx... very cute and very nice.. the new classrooms r very nice too!~ everything's new there... wahh can't wait for the mooncake festival party. ahhaXx.. mayb goin there wif ruth... oh speaking abt her... choong's goin army tml.. hahaXx... juz msged him to ask him to train harder and jia you.. ahhaXx... i'll b joining soon lah dun worry.. hahaXx... my cousin also msged him using my phone.. ahahX... but will really miss him and his long hair...
i juz found out that the new local singer shi kang jun Jones is actually peter laoshi's student... wah so cool... he said he came in juz abt the same time as yanzi juz dat he is found by the record company when he was singing in Kbox. hahXx.. luck n more luck. hahaXx...
my cousin juz gave birth a month ago n auntie invited everyone to buffet tml afternoon!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx... man yue.. so cool.
Friday, September 02, 2005
1st wk of prelims
wah........ GP paper... Physics 3.... maths 1...... chem 1...... all died.
first wk already like this.... wad to do for the remaining papers???? haiXx!!~ so sadded man... so many careless....
anyway chem 1 is sooooooo difficult that all the ppl didn't finish it all... we had to anyhow shade the answers when the teacher said 2 mins left... wah kaoXx... but then i really got study lehXx... i studied for one whole day until my head wanna explode.... and then later still got the Superstar finals.... which is the most exciting of all.... wah... hahXx... oh yah i msged choong and ruth 2 jia you... then ruth n mi said wanna go out sometime after my exams n her thing. ahahXx..
superstar finals were great!~ anthony was super farnie... the "on my way no way buy your sandwich at subway" wah... super farnie.. kelly was great!!!!~ wah!!!!~ but wei lian arh... not so good lahxX... he still won anyway....
throughout the whole show i was running here n there.... when it's advertisement i ran to my room to study a while... was studying periodicity then... then study less than one page then show started then ran back then advertisement again.... wah stupid lahXx..... so many commercial breaks!!!~
Juz now went for lesson...... then gave the teachers the tchers day presents... ahahXx... so cool lahXx!!~ fun also!!~
wkend muz relax........ later wkday start muz chiong prelims le!!!!!!~ yay!!~ ahhaXx.... i think wkend muz start chionging already lahXx!!~ go go go!!!!!!~ Nescafe!!!~ KFC !!~ here i come!!!!~
first wk already like this.... wad to do for the remaining papers???? haiXx!!~ so sadded man... so many careless....
anyway chem 1 is sooooooo difficult that all the ppl didn't finish it all... we had to anyhow shade the answers when the teacher said 2 mins left... wah kaoXx... but then i really got study lehXx... i studied for one whole day until my head wanna explode.... and then later still got the Superstar finals.... which is the most exciting of all.... wah... hahXx... oh yah i msged choong and ruth 2 jia you... then ruth n mi said wanna go out sometime after my exams n her thing. ahahXx..
superstar finals were great!~ anthony was super farnie... the "on my way no way buy your sandwich at subway" wah... super farnie.. kelly was great!!!!~ wah!!!!~ but wei lian arh... not so good lahxX... he still won anyway....
throughout the whole show i was running here n there.... when it's advertisement i ran to my room to study a while... was studying periodicity then... then study less than one page then show started then ran back then advertisement again.... wah stupid lahXx..... so many commercial breaks!!!~
Juz now went for lesson...... then gave the teachers the tchers day presents... ahahXx... so cool lahXx!!~ fun also!!~
wkend muz relax........ later wkday start muz chiong prelims le!!!!!!~ yay!!~ ahhaXx.... i think wkend muz start chionging already lahXx!!~ go go go!!!!!!~ Nescafe!!!~ KFC !!~ here i come!!!!~
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