weird day and dream

i had the weirdest dream last nite!

its just one of those things i keep hidding at the corner of my brain and just suddenly turned into something that seems so real. it really scares the hell out of me sometimes.

it has been a rough but kinda smooth ride. haha what a description.

Completed my accounting presentation, done with kinematics quiz, finished up with tech comm presentation and assignment, almost done catching up on subjects.
and i discovered something surprising yesterday nite while toking to an ex hallmate. HAHA.

today is such a weird day.
my ex hallmate whom i haven been toking for a while suddenly came along on msn and turned into a conversation.
on the bus way to school saw my nj fren who i also haven saw and tok to for a while and we chat on the bus.
i rarely lunch at Can B and saw another frend whom i haven't met b4 in school. haha.

suddenly all the chattable friends but lesser contact reappear.

what a weird day.

insomnia

i've been having insomnia for a few days in a row when i tried to sleep at around 1+ but i'm still awake rolling on the bed at 3.30am.

Some studies said to clear your head of thoughts 10-20 minutes before you go to bed so that you will have a good sleep. i think i think too much when i'm in bed. even when i'm sleeping i keep having this feeling i'm not really asleep coz i am dreaming all the way till morning. and i study right before bed.

I really need to study and catch up to hang on to my gpa or improve. Exam's coming in a months time, i'm still unclear about stuff.

I dunno about others but when i study, especially engine cores where knowledge comes in the form of formulas, numbers, equations, technical explanations, science, phyics, i tend to cut off the emotional side of myself. basically i'm using the left brain coz left side processes logical data.

so to do well in exams this have to continue for a few weeks and i'm beginning to lose the other side of me (i.e. the right brain) and become like a robot or walking calculator that makes practical and logical decisions instead of risk-taking and impulsive choices.

an example: to eat ice cream or not.
right side says: no. fattening. distracting.
left sides says: oh man i'm missing ice cream for weeks now. ben and jerry's. one scoop wun do harm. and i need desserts after meals.

it's like i watch gossip girls w/o the reactions i had when i watch the previous season or watch GIJOE w/o the excitment. and it's scares me! i'm like staring blankly at the screen, a robot watching something.

ya so i'm trying to get the left side to work more when i'm in bed so that i wun lose that side of me, while i'm using the right side to work during the day.

i really think emotions are really important and that makes us human. Recollection of the kinda emotions i have at that certain period of time is relavant, and i need to get that back after exams quickly so i can enjoy!

so till then, forgive me if i'm too analytical, practical and emotionless. it's the right side of the brain. haha

CARRIE UNDERWOOD

I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WOULD EVEN MAKE IT TO ASIA!!!!! OMGGG

I only knew it on the morning of the day itself so i changed all my plans just to catch my one and only american idol CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!!

it's her first trip to Asia, first time performing in Singapore at Ion Orchard!!!














her famous song before he cheats


a world premiere of her live song
mama's song.

(500) days of Summer

One of the best romantic comedy i've watched, i'm still thinking about it even after 1 week.
it's really really nice and clever, the sequence of the movie, movie pictures.. etc
well its not a movie for retards coz they'll think it's a bad movie coz they dun understand what its all about.

some quotes from the movie:
Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.

ok i think i'm gonna watch it again!

This movie really made me a little depressed.
We watched it right after the wedding (previous post) and i had some sort of the 'wedding' talk with geri and gang.
i'm sort of similar to the lead, Tom Hansen, a plain regular guy who believes in fate and waiting for the right girl to come.

and in reality more and more friends are getting attached now(even those whom i tot wouldn't) and even getting married
and i'm like.... still single and waiting for love to come?!

oh man!!!!
should i start to panic now?!?!

Mingwei's and Bernice's wedding

Saturday ten ten nine

First friend's wedding! I'm really happy for her!



Taken with this super Boomz camera.
and first time after army i had short hair!



The pastor, Mingwei and Bernice
The marriage is so touching i almost teared.



The bride is prettiest on her wedding day.



Happily Ever After

Have a great honeymoon in Europe!

recess week

Monday: Pear flew back

Tuesday: ION with woon and pear

Wednesday: Waiyin's focus grp study in NLB.
productive coz i managed to borrow 5 comics! including spiderman: back in black! woohoo!

thursday: i forgot what i did. haha. probably finishing the comics i borrowed.

friday: EID project and dinner with sons

saturday: tech comm grp project and lantern fest cum cui PJ party

sunday: sleeping time.

ok i'm back by two weeks and that's nothing compared to my tutorials and i figured i should do something and stop procrastinating.