Wednesday, December 28, 2005

King Kong

wahhhhhh this movie is really scary!!~ it's more scary than jurassic park la!!!~

wad is scary:
-the black ppl
-the dinosaursssss
-the creepy crawlies
-the worm wif onli the mouth
-the island
-king kong a bit scary
-the bats
-the centipede
-the dino stampede
-the bullets shooting at king kong

the black ppl r really so scary la.... i wun want to imagine mi goin to the island lo... if i'm on the ship then i'll hide inside the wardrobe on the ship then i'll go into the world of Narnie then i'll be the one son of Adam to end the reign of evil by the fire wizard and the tiger called esulan will help mi and i become king ernest!! (ok this sounds familiar.)

anyway it's really thrilling to c them on the island la... so frightening.. so different from the movie i watched yesterday!!!~ but there's some similar parts la... they both went to explore the unexplored places... new places ppl haven c b4... cool!!!~

oh i forgot to add yesterday's movie... the front part where the kids haf to board the train to leave the country really makes my tears come to my eyes... it's so saddening to c a caring mum goin to send her kids off to somewhere because she doesn't want them to get hurt in the war... but then she can't bear to part with them too.. and she have to keep smiling to send them off just to make sure she doesn't make them worry abt her... but her heart is really hurting inside.. the actress's yan shen and yan ji is really good..

i think kong is more for adults than children.. the theme is mature n i think they should make it like NC16 or something.... quite scary but i like coz it's exciting. hahaXx...

ok mayb nxt time i'm director i'll make up something like both movies combine... the gorilla, the wizard and the wardrobe.. ahhaXx... the chronicles of Narnie... then i'll go into that island then find a wardrobe then go inside to find the world of Narnie where black ppl r the evil ppl and i'm the son of Adam to end the reign of evil then king kong will come and help mi and defeat the dinosaurs!!~ yay!!!!~ then i'll b king ernest!!!!! (hm.. sounds familiar again.)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

The lion, the witch n the wardrobe

slacked at home the whole day watching tv and superfunkies repeated... they interviewed peter lao shi and anthony.. ahhaX... farnie to c him on tv.

watched Narnia at cozway pt wif hy and stella... wah all i can say dat it's super nice!!!!~ it's really super nice laa..... ok mayb coz i din read the book and din expect the expected lo... unlike harry potter la.... harry potter i read the book so i expect the expected... onli watch the action... hahaXx.... it's not exactly like harry... coz it's different style lo... can c the difference...

actually i like this show better than harry potter... hahaXx... at least there's a good ending but a sense of mystery... hahaXx.. and i love asulan laaa.... they made him look so.... WOW lo..... hahaXx

ok i need to borrow the book to read le!!!~ somebody plz lend mi!!!~
i'm gonna watch king kong tml also!!~

happiness after watching narnia!!!~ really nice. i wish somebody will treat mi to watch again. hahaXx.... or mayb i can walk into my wardrobe and find a new word of Narnie... ahahahXx (sounds like ernie) then i can fight the fire wizard by using the water hose in my house then i will haf a tiger called esulan.... oh but he dun need to sacrifice coz i wun be bringing my sister into the wardrobe.. then i'll be king ernest. wow!!!~ hahaXx. Chronicles of Narnie.
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anyway i had a dream yesterday... i was dreaming of hm... dix... we had this choir train/van thing.. then we always had performances... then i always end up partnering wif her.. then we would train and sing in front of other choir members... ahahXx... i remember i was singing 'di yi tian' then she joined in.. after that she raised a key and we continued singing.. the mo qi was undescribible... like falling in love wif each other again... haXx... how fortunate i was.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Fantasy

i juz had the longest and most emotional dream. hahaXx... ok those hu knows mi well will noe dat i've a lot... (and i mean a lot) of dreams... ahahXx juz wanna blog it down so dat i wun forget.

it's christmas day... i had fun wif everyone.... yay!!!~ hahaXx... i was in a different environment wif a different family background.. in my dreams... my dad passed away, followed by mum of an illness.. (choy!!!!~) then i was the onli one in the family left... then relatives and frenz come to my house to celebrate xmas... i am very independent. wah the atmosphere was amazing!~ lotsa ppl came.. n ruth came wif a big present and gave mi a hug... ahahaXx.. good good....

almost everyone knew i was all alone in the family... but inside mi there's some kinda saddness that my parents weren't here anymore and a few teardrops rolled down... kinda sad but still it's a season of celebrations!~ ahahXx.. so nvm dat.... after they'r gone the presents left were A LOT. ahhaX.. then i saw something... one present which is special... i think it's left frm my parents or something... then i opened it.. inside there's this object which is like 2 pens stick together side by side.... then there's this roller wheel thingy near the end of the pen... when i spinned it... the thing started to drag mi along and i flew!!!! ahahhaXx....

it's some kinda future thingy which i can control... i juz rolled the wheel then i can fly anywhere and travel 1km in 1 second. ahahhaXx.. it says there 1km in 1 second la... then i fly up and control the direction by turning the wheel to the left or right.... juz flew among some high buildings....but then i dunno how to land then i juz wen straight downwards and landed in a fountain/pool in the water la.... i was wet and the thingy was almost outta battery. it uses up electricity very fast.

i went out of the water then dry myself.. then i heard some person looking for this futuristic thingy that can make ppl fly.. i knew it was the thingy i carried so i kept it in my pocket... he wanted the thingy back but then i dun wanna give him... the person appeared (he looks like tom cruise frm minority report) ahahXx... but then he din noe i haf the thingy.. so he went around asking ppl whether they haf it.... i wanna escape so i ran and ran and ran coz the thingy is outta battery and i can't use it..... ran and ran but everywhere i ran and stopped, he appeared within my sight... then ran and thought of no choice but to use the thingy so dat i can fly to another place far enuff...

went to a provision shop to buy wire and battery to recharge the thingy.juz connect the thingy via wires to the battery then can recharge le... but then tom cruise already arrived at the shop and looking for the person wif the thingy... i ran off, dropping the wire but then i picked up a stapler bullet.. ahhaXx.. then i wanted to recharge the thingy already coz tom cruise is already on my heels... i connected the thingy via the metals and battery then feel a bit heat on the stapler bullet and charge a bit already. but tom cruise is reaching for mi... so i used the thing to fly.....

aiya!!!~ the thingy not fully charged so wun fly high and i was caught by tom cruise...... he said that the thing belongs to the future and cannot be appeared here... he's frm the future to take back the thingy. i said ok.. he realeased mi then i ran a bit b4 i turned the roller wheel and take flight... but same thing happened i din fly high enuff and tom cruise caught mi on the legs again.

ok then i woke up.... haixX...... if i knew i would haf charged fully and flew away in 1km in 1second. hahaXx... so exciting!!~ hope there's a sequel!!~ hahaX..

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Xmas eve!~

went home abt 1 or 2am last nite.. so really can't wake up this morning except the alarm clock rang at 10.30am. hahahXx...

Forgot to charge my handphone so it died on the way to JEC... then kbox i've to find one by one the room to find huiyu n stella... ahhaXx... anyway quite fun!!!~ kaka came along..hahaXx... long time nv sing kbox already.... makes mi wanna go again!~ hahaXx... but the lunch at JE was bad.. not nice at all lo. anyway i still think the time's too short already la.. dun manage to sing much songs... ahhaXx.. mi sound quite bad also... n kaka sings to ants.. ahahahaXx... ok i'm quite bad. the gers r alright except stella doesn't sing wif mic... ahhaXx.. thanx huiyu for the treat!~ nxt is kaka le!!!!~

went orchard after dat... wah so many ppl.. din expect the eve of a public holiday soooooo many ppl la.... n outside's raining somemore!~ so many ppl... but went orchard lib.... borrowed bks.. went lego.. down outside taka when it's nt raining.. went subway!!!~ yay my fav. place to eat. ahahhaXxx.. i'm nv gonna b sick of eating dat!~ hahaXx.. mi treat huiyu while kaka treat stella... wooo!!!~ ahhaXx... good dat i intro-ed another 2 to b addicted to subway.. ahahXx... had fun toking also!~ kaka still can't win mi la..

went to more than words to look for presents.. kaka wans to buy the RA cup wif a picture of a woman wif pertruding boobs. hahaX.. so farnie dat cup. postcard hunt unsuccessful.. but making ernie wans to watch Narnia and King Kong is successful..... i really wanna watch those 2 movies!!!!!!!!~ can someone watch wif mi on tues plz!!!!!!!!~

walk around at paragon when kaka left...... then cabbed back to cck wif them... wah heng we found the cab w/o queueing at the long cab stands la...good good!!~ good outing!!~ nxt time is kaka treat already!!~ dun go JE!!!~

i love wan mei de yi tian!!!!!!!!~ wo men wan shang bu shui jiao!!!~ bai tian zai chuang shang si kaooo aooo aooo... xiao gou zai wu li ben paoo aooo aooo!!!~ du guo wan mei de yi tian!!!!!!~
i wan cheap contact lens!!!!!!!!~

(PS i haf no dates tml.. which is xmas day.. free for dating.)

Xmas Party @ MC



Friday, December 23, 2005
Xmas Party @ MC

it's the annual xmas party at Music Clinic again!!!~ hahaXx.. so happie... every year i really look forward to the xmas party at MC coz it's so happening n the xmas spirit is really there!~ hahahXx...

but this year is different.. mi n shihui is performing!!~ hahaXx.. anyway yeah we performing.. this year the concept is BBQ-ing.... so fun lo.. got to know a few new frens also.... a ger named kite.. hu's so much like ruth.. and another alexis i think.. she's an air stewardess at SIA!!!~ ahahXx.. my future colleague. hahaXx..

anyway i sang dong jie and shihui sang yan shen... coz b4 the party i juz had lesson wif peter laoshi... then saw those campus superstar girls come for lesson wif anthony... yeah.. then lesson sounds ok... ahhha during performace so many ppl there looking at mi!!!~ ahahXx.. peter also sat there so stressful looooooo when i hold the mic my hands r like shaking and lose feelings already... so nervous la... i tot i would have overcame the stage fright wif experience. hahaX. looks like i'm still nervous abt performing!~ anyway i forgot lyrics la.......... ahha but it's onli for dat particular sentence so it's ok.... then i was singing "ni de xiang lian zai wo shen bian da da da.... ni de xiang lian zai wo shen pei ban zhe wo guo mei yi tian...." hahahXx.... then peter was like laffing at mi. argh. nvm... but i heard alexis said i was the best among all dat performed la.. ahahahXx... peter also said i did fairly well except for the lyrics.

ok the food was good... juz dat I MISSED THE XMAS LOG CAKE!!!!!!!!!!~ hahaX... coz 2 years ago.... the xmas party when i first knew ruth... there's this super nice xmas log cake which is frm mandarin hotel.. wah i can't stop eating it la........ it's super super nice!~ the best log cake i've ever eaten in my life.... now so liu lian wang fan... haiXx... i wanna eat!!

One of the best Xmas party wif lotsa frens and noise and performances... yeah!~

Thursday, December 22, 2005

still no jobs

ok... i shall consider monday's visit to M5 as a passing phrase of my life...

i still can't find any jobs!!~ stupid recuit express say wanna call mi down to interview then in the end nv call mi lo... sianess.... then i also filled for application to work at topshop... ok la juz tues.. ahahXx.. oh yah tues went out wif Peixuan and Agnes.. her cousin helped mi take the application form one.. ahahXx...

today is dong zhi but then nv get to eat the tang yuan!~ i forgot to eat at ah ma's hse. argh. nvm... i suddenly got an urge.. ok not an urge.. urges to eat desserts!!!~ ahahaXx...

Friday, December 16, 2005

Dinner

i was so bored yesterday that i watched Tv the whole day from the moment i woke up till the moment i left the house at about afternoon 4++... i switched and switched channels... went to watch MTV... and Kids central sesame street... ahahaXx i still find sesame street so entertaining... bert n ernie toking nonsense... elmo's world and the mr. noodle... and the count dracula and his contagious laughter... ahhaXx.. quite fun to watch it sometimes...

ok then went to PS to Manhatten fish market for dinner wif ms tham, our choir conductor!!!~ yay!~ mi n woon shared a seafood platter which is super filling... ahahXx... the food there is like super nice and quite cheap (as compared to fish n co).. it was quite fun... catching up wif her and others... went to gelare to eat ice cream also... too bad ms ling n mrs goh not there... so sad... misses them...

oh yah missed an important point. ms tham said that i dun look like a local!!~ ahhaXx.. how can that be.... she said i look like japanese!!!~ hahaXx... wah mayb i watch too much jap anime or jap shows then i look like japanese.. ahahXx... so farnie.. anyways nowadays quite a lot of ppl asked mi whether i'm local anot.... so weird lo. it's like i look local when i'm young and i don't when i grow up?!??! oh yah mayb coz i speak english i'll tend to slang a bit... coz i watch too many american movies already... aahhaXx

nvm.... anyway i juz went for singing lesson and peter lao shi ask mi whether i went for the concert... ahahahXx... so ex lo.... anyway i heard it's a super good one and sold out la... there r ppl hu wanna go but stand outside also... haiXx... a bit regret nv go... hahaXx.... anyway he nag at mi abit coz i nv go... ahahXx.. perhaps he really wans the both of us to go la... (we'r one of his fav. students) hahaXx... heng esplanade ask him to go do another show again... hahaXx.. good good.

sang quite a few songs today... he said my dong jie was quite good and we did a duet together.. aahhaXx yayness... then chi pang, shou fang kai, chi xin jue dui was not very good.... then yan shen and ling que dian.... wahhhh sing so much. ahhaXx...

oh yeah had lesson wif felicia chin again.. she singing fast song then ask mi to dance along.... ahhaXx... halfway her lesson i sat down...

jobs...... plz come and find mi....... mi is very bored.... i should b earning $$ now...... argh!!!~

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Application

stupid apple(the company) ask mi to go down to interview... i went there juz to complete the application from onli la....then the person will call mi if i'm selected...... stupid.. to think i still prepare for the interview by memorising all the ibook imac ipod stuff....

ok nvm.... the hugo boss application close already i think... haahXx i din c the advertisement on newpaper already..... sadded can't work there... but the pay is onli 6/hr la... the lego selling also... the person say enuff ppl already.. anyway it's 5/hr so i dun think i'll work there la...

apple at funan is employing onli end of month coz the students will go off at january la.. think if i can't find a work then i'll go there lo....

i'll b searching frm recruitment websites too... juz in case the apple at orchard doesn't call mi nxt wk... yeah yeah......

oh yah i have to announce... I'M GOIN HONG KONG IN FEBURARY!!!!!!~ hahahXx.. hao lian hao lian a bit... hahaXx.. so cool... coz waiyin the retarded panties is goin back today... so we will go there around a week before we come back spore together!!!~ yay!!!!!~ we'll b staying at waiyin's hse also... then it'll b winter then... n got summer clothes sale also..... yay. ahha anyway it's not really confirmed la... onli mi n theng confirm then lynette not confirm yet... dunno whether can take leave from work anot also... yeah... not confirm yet. hahaxx....

Sunday, December 11, 2005

currently...

ok i'm so crazy to blog 4 entries in one day consecutively.

juz some updates on wad i'm doin and gonna do......

- go sim lim to buy DVD drive.. coz mine is spoiled... can't read DVDs...
- find work!!!~ most important to make money so that i can spend... i have been flipping the papers lately...
- ask bernice when she wans to go cut hair... for those curious.. bernice is my elder sister... (ok not real sister)
- go out with pri sch classmates
- stayover at cousin's hse
- organise stayover for S14... (first 3 months class.)
- go out wif frens... for lunch and fun!!~
- organise outings.....

alrights.. i think dat's all.... for ur info..... the last 3 entries r new!~ hahaXx.. all made on the same day!!~

Chalet


Sunday, December 11, 2005
Chalet

wah so long nv go chalet already!~

Day 1
anyway went there...so sad the mahjong shop close down already... aahhaXx.. ate dinner. then i went back to unpack and watch TV while they played pool.... then huiting came along then played played played cards.. eat eat eat snacks... then sleep n they watched soccer...

Day 2
went for breakfast at BK... went back chalet n played cards allll the way.. ahhaXx.. toon n ws went out for a while.. then we played exciting bridge.. hahaXx.. quite exciting la... then booked bicycles while jieru n andy had double bike... cycling the WHOLE NITE... frm 11++ pm to 6++am super fun!~ went visiting the whole tampiness.. hahaXx..

Day 3
Never sleep at all... went for breakfast then slept on MRT.... reach home.. got lotsa calls.... then slept till 7++pm.

just a brief entry on chalet.

Chocolat



Sunday, December 11, 2005
Chocolat

A bitter-sweet affair

wow it's the first grad nite i ever attended!~ ahahXx... so much of weeks and weeks of preparation by shopping for all the clothes.. all the fashion consultation from all my frens and relatives... hahaXx.. super cool.. i still enjoy shopping... ahhaXx. became addicted to shopping after i went m'sia dat time... here's the list of things i bot there:

1.Green convertable coat/jacket from SEED RM119 ($58)
wah i love this coat to nuts!~ ahahXx.. i first saw at CK tangs... it's S$93 n last piece!!!!~ i tot it's too ex and not worth the buy n i wanted to scout more for coats.. but in the end i went back there... the last piece is sold!!!!~ wah i was super sadded but then heng i nv buy!!~ coz i went to malaysia the flagstore and saw it!!!~ last piece also!!!~ wah i'm super super happy n heng man... it's originally RM149.. but got 20% discount!!!~ wah damn cheap and good buy!!!!!!~hahahXx.. and then the sales person told mi it's 2-sided.. one side is for formal, the other is casual... so cool!!!!!!~ omg it's really really a good buy. it's like buying 2 jackets for the price of 1.

2. Abercrombie and fitch shirt RM39.90
3. demin jacket RM69.90
4. white 3/4s RM49.90
all bot frm the same place..

5. another jacket RM43.90 (Original price RM219)
6. a pair of pants RM43.90 (Original price RM218)
wah it's a super good deal i tell u... heng we went there to shop man... the shop itself sells clothes quite ex one.. but then it's because they clearing stocks then they give 80% discount lo!!!!!~ so hua la i tell u... the clothes r like those from POA.. the designs r unique and nice!~ if i hadn't got $$ i'd buy even more stuff frm there lo....

7. hair: cut and colour RM70
it's damn cheap and the place is damn nice!!~ it's by professional somemore.. the shop is super big also!!~ so cheap lo!!!~ n now my hair colour is very nice too!!!!~

in the end i spent more than RM500 like dat... ahhahaXX... grad nite clothes n new year clothes together... hahaXx.... plz call mi the shopping king.

anyway grad nite was quite fun too!!!~ taking photoes here n there.. aiya i wanted so much to win something at the lucky draw but so sad.... hahaXx. the food was nice.. everyone was nice... clothes was nice... wow. after that went indochine clubbing coz it's SA party... first time clubbing.. but i was feeling a bit sleep le... hahaXx... surprisingly saw some old friends!!!~ hahaXx.. cool.... then after dat cabbed back to the hotel... played cards... and the bathroom is damn nice n clean!~ ahahXx.. the ppl went off at 6++am.. then left mi, jieru and beav.... then we slept frm 6+am to like 11am like dat....i was the last to check out at 11.30... wah so shuang living in a hotel!!!!~ ( anyway i was sleeping on one bed n they two were on another bed....i heard some farnie noises while i sleep and jieru keep laffing and both of them were whispering. i feel so weird. hahhaXx)

went for pepper lunch at taka wif bernice and geri joined in after dat... went PS for waffles... starbucks for greentea frap (thanx geri)... and xx came along... shopping for places to cut hair!~ ahhaxXx... nxt time must watch ber cut hair le!!~

RV concert



Sunday, December 11, 2005
RV concert

ok i noe it's a bit late to blog abt the concert... it's not the concert that leaves an impression on mi but it's the people hu went that affects mi the most.

the concert itself was not very good... ms tham was also disappointed... i dunno wad happened to the juniors lah.... it was like so lan compared to the guest choir HC choir... and HC choir was also not very good.. so u can imagine how lan the choir was... le mis was ok... juz the other songs... i really dunno wad to say... y r they like dat!!!~

anyway went into the hall, one of the first ppl i saw was my er.... also not considered as ex.. hm.. she's with another guy.. that leaves mi a kinda feeling that i dunno how to describe... well... from info from my frens.. they'r together for 2 years already.. the guy's a bit better looking than mi... richer than mi.. n treats her better than i did.. so..... all i should do is to wish them all the best and happiness... hm... i'm really in doubt how she feels abt mi now and last time.. i din really get to talk to her abt these stuff... coz we rarely tok.. well.. nothing beats having a bad relationship last time. wish her all the best and all that...

another friend was one of the gers i really like and the feelings still leaves a residue now... well... it's hard to explain the relationship i had wif her... we were never together but the feelings were there.. had many happy moments together... but after a while her feelings faded off and mine a bit... it's kinda regretting not cherishing her last time when she first liked mi... i'm not really ready for a person dat time.. not mature enuff... but when i found out that i liked her... she's gone... wif another guy. well... memories... feelings still lingers...it's meant to be. oh yah during the concert we never really tok but we met each other... juz passing one or two simple words btw two of us.. it's hard to imagine how close we were the last time.

well.. goin back to choir really brings back memories.. i realise most of my memories of sec sch comes from choir too... so... no regrets joining choir in the first place!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

grad nite

hahXx.. i'm juz passing by to go to my class chalet later... so no time to update grad nite... it was fun and a good experience!~ hahahXx.. first time clubbing also... yeah yeah

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Welcome

ok it has been almost a day after i posted the new entry... it's quite saddening that almost nobody came to take a look at my new blog lah..... saddness.........

haXx.. mayb i haven really publish my blog well enough... mayb can put on friendster but then will b too public lehXx... hm... dunno wad to do to publicise my blog also.. saddness.. we spend quite a bit of effort to create then nobody except us come and appreciate... haiXx... nvm la....

feels like goin back to the golden age of blogging where i always haf lotsa comments... given by either frenz classmates or aquaintance... it's hard to link ppl la i feel.. nvm.. mayb i'll start linking ppl nw!~ hahaXx....alrights.

Friday, December 02, 2005

NEW!!!~

Alright guys after a few weeks or days of waiting my new blog skin is finally up!!!~ yay!!~ *clap clap*

hahaXx.. i've been waiting for this new skin to b ready then i'll post a new entry la....
ok a few ppl i haf to thank for this new skin.....

*applause!*
-huiyu for creating this skin and for listening to my neverending demands (ok i sound like a tyrant)
-myself for editing bits here and there..
-myself for creating tagboard
-huiyu's website for hosting the picts
-pride for such a good show
-website where i found the picts
-anyone hu contributed here and there...

but then i feel a bit weird about the entry fonts.. a bit curly hard to read rite... hahaXx
for navigations.. plz read the space beside this.

anyway the colour combi is very nice.. juz suits the christmas atmosphere... yeah!~
yay. plz give comments on the new skin so i can improve. thanx!!~

Sunday, November 20, 2005

No burdens

ok this burden refers to 18 years of studying.

A levels.... wad a distant away... now i've not much feel abt the a levels.. juz feeling relaxed and nothing to worry abt for the rest of my life (ok i'm kidding)... something like dat lah.. no a levels to pull mi back.. i can now wu qian gua de do wad i want and wad i like!

hm... the onli worry i haf now it's my gp... i felt that i haven done my best to salvage the situation.... and i made things worse by not finishing my AQ and concluding my essay briefly. sadness.. i juz hope i'll juz scrape through it.

oh yah i juz realised my compo deproved coz i haven been writing my blog... juz wanna let others noe that writing ur blog improves ur compo writing.. hahaXx...

during the study month i really did nothing except to stay at home lo.... nv exercise... nv go sun tanning... dat's y so unhealthy lohhhhh.... everyday watch tv read books eat bathe sleep.... ahhaXx... normal routine. my eye sight also worsen lo... sadness.. mayb coz i study too much already... haiXx.... dunno wad's my degree now... hope it's still below 500.. then can fulfill my dream of becoming a pilot.

anywayy..... i'm concentrating on personal development now le!!!~ full concentration on my singing class.... n go working... although i haven find lah...

toking abt work... i initially wanted to work overseas coz i feel overseas more exposed to experience... then i can't find any job that provides lodging..... argh.. but then i found a job... at disneyworld (the one at florida) provides lodging!!~ but then the interview rite.... muz fly to japan first then let the person interview mi lo.... argh. so ex.... initially my plan was to use my own $$ to fly to florida... then go there work enuff $$ to fly back to singapore... hahahXx... sounds so fun.. nvm lah... i'll sure go disney nxt time to work.

army's in april so i really need to find a job to earn $$ and to fill my time... heng now i got lotsa plans to fill my time... hahaXx.. coolness... nxt exciting thing is to go grad nite!~ yay!~ hahaXx....

yah. too long nv blog liao.. i feel my language a bit farnie and the organisation quite farnie also... my typing also quite farnie. ahahX... everything farnie.. blogskin also farnie... comments also farnie.. ernest also farnie... ( ok really not farnie).

really look forward to grad nite and christmas!!~ i wanted so much to buy a christmas tree to put in my hse to create the christmas atmosphere!!~ hahaXx.. i'm serious. oh yah now that no a levels.. i can find a gf to fill my time also.... HAHAHx.... ok juz kidding ( juz to make sure if my future gf c this).

eh.. not really a lot of comments now... i've found some idea for clothes for grad nite. i'm not wearing those formal kind. wearing jeans i guess.... hope i can pull it off.

plans for nxt wk:
mon: ice skating
tues: hairy potter
wed: go camping (rv choir camp)
thurs: end camp n go lesson
fri n sat: go m'sia wif cousin to cut n colour my hair n shop for clothes for grad nite
sun: come back frm msia

dat's abt it... juz in case i dun update. ahhaxx...

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

gear up

Alright now that prelims r over i m starting to go less n less online so as to study!~ yeah!~ and i've asked for straits times for a month to improve my GP!!!~ yeah.

i wun b goin online so often and i wun b blogging at least after a levels i think.... my last lesson wif peter is on thursday.. i'm prepared to gear up for a levels... mayb coz of my lousy prelims results ba... yah. so muz work extra hard to get good results for a levels.

haha anyway i have been watching the japanese show pride coz my sis haf the vcd.. very nice!!!~ it's a show wif ice hockey, love and pride. it's super nice. watching the show makes me fall in love with japanese girls... ahhaXx.. loves watching date wif vampire too! yeah.

things have been goin well for me... good good. ok now. a levels here i come.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

going down

After having so much bad stuff i dunno wad's gonna happen to my life in the future. it's like having bad luck for weeks!~ lotsa weird things happen to me and i still dunno how to handle it!! argh.... i'm simply out of luck and down wif it.... as ppl say this year's not a good year for rabbits.. especially me... a rabbit head.

after so much studying i can't bliff i did so badly for chem paper 1, 2 and GP!!!! i've got the lowest in class for gp lahXx... i really can't understand y... my gp is one of my better subjects... yah rite. better. really lowest in class. even ppl hu haf poor command of english got higher than me... i can't bliff it! wad the hell happened to my compre!!! i failed both papers man. can't bliff it... same to my chem papers.... both papers...

i dun understand how come i can't score well when i noe i put in effort in studying for the prelims... haiXx... GP used to be one of my better subjects... chem is like gonecase.... maths i dun wanna tok abt it... physics also quite badly done. i have one of the lowest ranks in class... lowest in gp.. haiXx... i almost got an E8 for GP man. i tot having GP back was a good idea and i so look forward to it but guess wad? it failed me... leaving mi so dejected.. i really dun understand y.. now i feel so inferior to my classmates.. dropping one subject and still doin so badly for prelims... i really dunno how to survive A levels... really. i'm so afraid to get retained coz i failed GP.

how i wish i could haf better grades when i take back my chem 3 and maths papers.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

wkends after prelims

friday to saturday went to cousin's hse to stayover and watch Final Fantasy movie... wah real nice!~ graphics r super good... anyway quite fun lah go there n made frens wif his frenz.. hahaXx. quite cool his frens.. then after dat went home.

saturday afternoon went out again to orchard to do some price marketing survey for gundams... hahahXx... and then found out that actually Rapid Culture at cine had the cheapest gundams!~ except when taka haf 20% discount lah which is frequent. the gundams i wanna buy:

1. HG 1/144 Saviour Gundam taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
2. HG 1/144 Gaia Gundam (andrew waldfield custom) taka: $32.90, $26 after discount Rapid Culture: $25.90
3. 1/100 Destiny Gundam taka: $54.90(no discount) Rapid Culture: $45.90

yeah yeah yeah... hm.. feel like buying MG freedom also...

4. MG 1/100 Freedom Gundam taka: $79.90, $63 after discount Rapid Culture: $69.90
so better to go taka buy freedom gundam.

sunday went to sunshine plaza to check out gundams... same price at taka also... dunno y.. ahhXx.. but got a lot of gundam equipments... but quite ex lah so i decided to buy the tamiya spray cans to paint my gundams... cheaper but not a lot cheap also.. it's like $8 per can lohXx... argh. so ex. oh i saw a rainbow!!!!~ ahah took pic wif my hp also.. super cool the rainbow hahaXx.. oh yeah went to MC for a while for mooncake fest... hahaX... quite farnie the performances.. then i book lessons for tml....

monday went to cut hair... quite nice lehXx!~ then went to MC for more diaphram lessons!!~ yay!!!!~ haahXx.. Irwin is still so scary when he laff... but he's a fun guy lahXx... ahhaXx... anyway haf 2 hr lesson wif him coz combine wif shi hui... quite fun and productive.. cool. oh then stephanie sun's manager came to MC also.. dunno do wad... the teachers went to eat then left mi n shi hui in MC to practise songs.. ahhaXx.. reached home like 12am+ like dat... then came online n chatted for a while.... hm................

tuesday actually planned to watch movie but toon pang seh... so went out wif kaka instead. went to library borrowed books... then went eat subway then go gundam-spotting again.... actually wanna buy Saviour at Rapid Culture but then out of stock!!!!~ arh!!!!~ need to wait until nxt month then haf!!!!~ arGH!~!~

nvm... anyway ok lahXx... juz wanna get some spray cans n build some gundams.... i wanna buy clothes also!!!!!~ i found quite a lot of clothes in far east but then quite ex lahx... dun bear to buy.... hm... can anyone sponsor some $$!!!!!!!!~ ahahXx..

hm.... while taking bus frm orchard to home... i listened to the song "感谢你用心爱我", the one which xin hui sang for superstar finals... but then it's by the original singer peng lin. then tears came out from my eyes... it's such a sad song but meaningful lyrics.. it's so sad in front because they broke up.. but then happy at the end coz thanking for loving me so much. such a wonderful lyrics and the melody fits in juz nicely. juz gives me an inspiration to write a song.... hm.....

Sunday, September 18, 2005

After prelims

i think my blog's gonna die soon coz nobody's reading it except 1 or 2 like dat... haXx.. coz this blog is like not laz time when i first started coz when i started i really put down everything that happened like today eat wad thing do wad thing meet hu like dat lahXx... all those small things. but this one is like writing down some major things lohxX.. coz the small things i wanna keep in my memory which onli lasts for 1 day.. haahXx

anyway... this wk is damn sian and damn sickening.. i'm like living in a jail... now i noe wad the jail feels like... i can't go out n always haf to do the same thing over n over again... and haf to keep forcing myself to study and study.. prelims r real bad man.. i dun haf anything to say abt it..

real sickening lah exam week... especially all those topics... so damn lot and long... argh. anyway i'm goin to relax n play to my heart's content now man... it's after prelims... the stupid mental stress is gone... u noe during prelims my head is like damn heavy coz need to memorise all those stuff.. argh. nvm.. and stupid papers i keep spending too much time in front and not having enuff time to answer the questions at the back!!!~ argh. n my frens like so relax at the back still got time.. i'm sure i noe how to do those questions provided i had sufficient time!!!~

anyway for 3 weeks i haven been exercising already.. i can feel the lipids(fats) surrounding my body... and my sch uniform seems to b tighter.. ahahXx.. I'M FAT!!!!~ ok.. coz i keep eating and eating those snacks when i study then nv burn them off... fattening lah.. real fat. i need to burn off the fats!~ or else when i go army i'll juz die there. oh plus now is mooncake fest.. i keep on eating those sugary mooncakes and stuff.. wah fats fats fats. i'm so afraid of getting fat. ahhaXx.. it's true! it's like a vicious cycle.. if u get fat u get lazy.. when u get lazy u dun exercise.. when u dun exercise u get fat... cycle.

alright after prelims the onli way to relax is to go shopping and movies!!!!!~ ahhaXx.. i haven been buying clothes for like very long??! those new year clothes i bot during christmas wore less than 5 times i think.. hahaXx.. coz they'r shirts... i need T shirts... more normal kind. movie-wise i think the good movie now is night watch which i'm gonna catch on tues.. then no other one. boring... but the most exciting one is harry potter which comes out at the last day of A levels!!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx i think dat day sure the whole JC2s in spore will go n catch lah.. then orchard will b crowded wif JC2s.. think booking tics in advance better!~

nothing to do... i keep dl-ing good animes to watch.. so nice!!~ and read-up more abt gundams... gonna buy them soon!!~ yeah!~ loves gundams.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Chem paper 2

i died on chem paper 1 n 2.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

one september holiday week

well i decided to blog coz i read some ppl's blog and got some inspiration.. ahahXx.. anyway this whole wk haf been quite a boring wk... perhaps the most boring holiday week that i had.. coz this wk is like the tuna in the tuna sandwich.. where the breads are the prelims... u can do nothing except study and study and study... can't really go out n play coz nobody will b there to play wif u... except for J1s mayb... or frens in other age.

juz reached home at like 11.00pm.. so long nv reach home so late.. if not for the bread of the tuna sandwich... this will b like the earliest time i will reach home normally... i juz like to stay out at nite.. dunno y.

oh yeah lesson today was quite fun.. i learnt quite a lot abt using the diaphram.. ok it's not the female condom... it's the muscle in ur body which u use to sing. anyway Irwin, the teacher was super zai.. he's a farnie guy always laffing so loudly that he sometimes scares mi wif the loud laffter.. and he's damn energetic and scary sometimes when he teaches... he is a diaphram expert coz he went overseas many places to learn abt music and singing.. and he came back.. so zai man..

anyway i had some breathing and warming up exercises.. style is like last time i was in choir.. hahaXx... and felt where my diaphram is... u can actually feel it when u suck without letting air into ur body. yeah... it's cool. ur diaphram actually goes up and down when u sing a high and low pitch.. dat's training to use ur diaphram. it's very tiring and takes weeks to learn how to fully control ur diaphram. so chim sia. ahhaXx... wonder when will i ever take to master it like him.

music clinic juz opened its upstairs too!~ so nice man.. the wooden bars on the wall look like the logo like dat... hahaXx... very cute and very nice.. the new classrooms r very nice too!~ everything's new there... wahh can't wait for the mooncake festival party. ahhaXx.. mayb goin there wif ruth... oh speaking abt her... choong's goin army tml.. hahaXx... juz msged him to ask him to train harder and jia you.. ahhaXx... i'll b joining soon lah dun worry.. hahaXx... my cousin also msged him using my phone.. ahahX... but will really miss him and his long hair...

i juz found out that the new local singer shi kang jun Jones is actually peter laoshi's student... wah so cool... he said he came in juz abt the same time as yanzi juz dat he is found by the record company when he was singing in Kbox. hahXx.. luck n more luck. hahaXx...

my cousin juz gave birth a month ago n auntie invited everyone to buffet tml afternoon!!!~ yay!~ ahahXx... man yue.. so cool.

Friday, September 02, 2005

1st wk of prelims

wah........ GP paper... Physics 3.... maths 1...... chem 1...... all died.

first wk already like this.... wad to do for the remaining papers???? haiXx!!~ so sadded man... so many careless....

anyway chem 1 is sooooooo difficult that all the ppl didn't finish it all... we had to anyhow shade the answers when the teacher said 2 mins left... wah kaoXx... but then i really got study lehXx... i studied for one whole day until my head wanna explode.... and then later still got the Superstar finals.... which is the most exciting of all.... wah... hahXx... oh yah i msged choong and ruth 2 jia you... then ruth n mi said wanna go out sometime after my exams n her thing. ahahXx..

superstar finals were great!~ anthony was super farnie... the "on my way no way buy your sandwich at subway" wah... super farnie.. kelly was great!!!!~ wah!!!!~ but wei lian arh... not so good lahxX... he still won anyway....
throughout the whole show i was running here n there.... when it's advertisement i ran to my room to study a while... was studying periodicity then... then study less than one page then show started then ran back then advertisement again.... wah stupid lahXx..... so many commercial breaks!!!~

Juz now went for lesson...... then gave the teachers the tchers day presents... ahahXx... so cool lahXx!!~ fun also!!~

wkend muz relax........ later wkday start muz chiong prelims le!!!!!!~ yay!!~ ahhaXx.... i think wkend muz start chionging already lahXx!!~ go go go!!!!!!~ Nescafe!!!~ KFC !!~ here i come!!!!~

Saturday, August 27, 2005

KTV audition

ok.. friday.. at 5pm.. i was warming up at home coz need to warm up b4 goin there mahXx... then i sang the 'piano' back part over and over.. wah really good!~ i can reach the notes at the back!~ ahahXx..

then took mrt there... met shi hui n wendy.. then went into the waiting room at 7.30 then the stupid host keep toking and toking so noisy.. anyway they went to the room one by one.. then we sat by groups.. then pei xuan sms mi say her sis sitting in front of mi... wah!~ really is her lehXx!~ ahahXx.. long lost fren!~ ahahXx.. so suprising then we tok n tok n tok... coz laz time childhood our 2 families quite close to each other one... she was a theory teacher at LWS... ahahXx.. cool.

anyway shi hui went ahead b4 mi.. then she came back n said she got in!!~ ahahXx... then b4 my turn.. the stupid host ask mi like sing a bit of my song to warm up in front of the contestants... ahahXx.. actually he ask everybody to do that b4 they go 4 audition lahXx.. i was thinking to warm up my voice then sing a bit until i forgot the lyrics.. ahahXx... wendy n shi hui said it was nice..

ok then walk there haf to queue up.. shi hui told mi one of the judge is the manager.. then one is the ex actor wang de yuan then the onli ger is dunno hu lahXx... anyway i peep inside then i saw the wang de yuan.. ahahXx... so old so fat!!!~ can c he tu tou already!~ so fat somemore. ahahXx. very bad.

ok nxt my turn.. it was good... i said i was 18 yrs old then the manager say he quite happy coz he like the age.. ahahXx.. anyway i sang... quite smoothly coz juz now warm up le.. but still a hint of nervousness.. ok... it was good.. one of the good ones i ever sang in front of strangers... all in tune... nv forget lyrics... very nice toned.... expression... stage presence.. all was good!~ hahaXx...

ok after that the judges 'ding ding' mi... heng nv sing the back part coz i scared i can't reach the note... ahahXx... anyway... they were discussing... i can c that the lady judge quite like mi.. the manager was ok wif mi... juz dat one stupid ex actor wang deyuan... hu obviously din like mi.. i think he psycho the other 2 ppl lahXx... hahaXx..

he gave comments... he say that it was very nice... tone nice.. words nicely sang.. got sincerity in singing like dat... BUT THEN my voice is not matured... no technique.. then he ask mi whether my voice break already... DUH... then i said i dunno... think it's half half... he say wait till the other half then come n join.... then i was thinking WHAT THE F***?

ok then i came out.. i was quite pissed off.. then shi hui n wendy were also shocked i nv get in... they said it sounded very nice outside the room... argh.

SOOOOO pissed..
1. who the f*** is he to comment on singing??!?! he's juz an old balding fat man.. he's not professional at alllllllllll
2. he said that my voice not matured is ok.. but no technique?!?! he's like indirectly critisizing pater laoshi lahXx...
3. as i said he's not professional.. he's not a singing teacher or anything... and his ears r not meant for listening to voices singing!!~
4. they nv state they looking for MATURED SOUNDING singers at firsttttt
5. he said i sound nice and sincere.. THEN WAD'S WRONG?!?! the obvious thing is that he don't like my voice.
6. juz wasted $30 for a non professional judge.
7. wasted 2 hrs waiting for my turn to be commented by a non professional.
8. this is just an audition. it is meant to look out for pitching, rhythm.. everything except matured voice.

wah thanx a lot man. ok i do really sound like those sore losers... but then shi hui n wendy heard mi sing... 2 ears better than 1... anyway i smsed peter and he was shocked too!~ "hah? how come like that?" then i told him all those stuff... he ask mi do even better nxt time n tok to mi a bit... hahaXx... i noe i din do well in the imm 90s audition coz i'm not familiar in oldies but this one i had confidence to get thru at least the audition.

But really. i do believe in myself.. there's nothing wrong with my audition.. i considered it even better than my laz time performance. too bad for him. if i make it big nxt time i'll ask him to wipe my ass. ee dun wan. dirty my ass. he's not even worth it.

Monday, August 22, 2005

Napfa

woohoo!!!!~ this is the happiest day of the month!!!~ yay!!!~

let mi announce....

I FINALLY GOT A SILVER FOR NAPFA!!!!!!!!!!~

hahaXx... it's not exactly such a big news for some ppl but then to mi it's a feat.... juz to consider i had obtained like fail for the past few years.... from fail to silver!~ wow!!~

hahahaXx... anyway.... silver for napfa.... no extra 6 weeks PTP... still got a few weeks reduction from BMT.... wow!!!!!~ omg!!!~ ahahXx... such attractive offers coming to me!!~ hahaXx...

anyway... the real feat is for mi to jump standing broad jump... coz it's the onli thing i cannot pass... i need a 222cm for a silver and i had improved frm 200cm to 220cm in juz few months' time... and when i can finally pass all my other station... i jumped 220cm for SBJ.... and that's the one station that caused mi to take napfa all over and all over again... just the 2cm!!!!!~ so today i jumped a 225cm!!~ yay!!!!~

anyway.... still haf a few ppl or things to thank....

- the guys in our class for being so supportive and encouraging mi during PE..
- the gers in our class for saying "jia you!!" and "all the way!!".. ahhaXx... supporting!!~
- mr lam PE teacher for being so kind and training me and enduring all our times of taking napfa
- redbull for giving me energy... hahaXx..
- choir ppl for like giving mi tips (although i knew them all and tried them)
- council ppl for encouragement and place to change into PE attire. ahahXx.

yay!!~ but then still haf to cheer for ah lye hu failed napfa juz by a mere 10seconds for 2.4 run!!!~ omg!!~ nvm... jia you!!!~

Sunday, August 21, 2005

cookies

another weekend..... hahaXx... went for lesson on friday... quite productive lahXx... peter lao shi tot things i never knew i was making.. ahhaXx.. yeah.

anyway saturday went to reika's hse for carollings.... then went westmall eat.. meet my mum.. actually wanted to buy electronics but then too big lahXx... so dun wan.. went lot 1 eat dinner... went home.. then went to cousin's hse to stayover!!~

ahahXx. i always go their hse but then quite fun lahXx... i gonna get real fat soon coz i keep eating there... there's so much nice things to eat there lohXx!!!~ hahaXx... then we baked cookies frm the cookie mix... wow nice!~ oatmeal choco chip!~ ahhaXx.. good.. wanted to mug there but then end up reading many magazines and comics and then went to sleep while he go clubbing wif his frenz then i'm left wif my another cousin...

went to imm after dat.. ate the laksa.. wah not bad lehXx..... then went home.... read and did chem notes.. ahhaXx.. the onli thing i did for the wkend. hahxX..

hm... wkdays like nothing to do.. wkends lotsa things to do but then li bu chong xin lahXx.... anyway got the call frm party world.. audition on friday nite... but then cannot haf ppl listen one lahXx... hm.. think my song will b ok coz juz went through wif peter laoshi yeah.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

another boring entry

i juz read the entries of my blog and found out that i have been more boring and more boring each entry. haiXx.. boring blog template also.. haiXx... can some kind soul plz do one template for mi?!!?

anyway oh yah i woke up on sunday then i was lai chuang-ing then i fell asleep again then when i woke up the second time i found myself sucking my own thumb. hahahXx.. i was so shocked coz i also din realise it... stupid. anyway monday national day celebration went to watch 7 swords... wahhh super cool lah the swords... i love the ri yue sword. the one with 2 swords, one long one short together. super cool.. hahaXx. it's 2.5hrs but the original one is 5hrs one.. i wanna watch the uncut version!!!~

anyway tuesday was fun!~ went to sheng siong supermarket for the first time wif my cousin coz i wanna eat brownies so go her hse bake... wah bot lots of things there... the things r so cheap!!!~ anyway went her hse bake the brownies super nice.. then i made chawanmushi also... but failed also lahXx... anyway went bishi's hse after dat for dinner n sing songs and watched fireworks also!~ wah her hse there can watch the padang's fireworks lehXx! cool!~ imagine frm lakeside there can watch city hall there... cool!!~ it was a fun day!!!!!

wednesday stayed home the whole day.. hahaXx... studied and copy notes.. nothing to do...

i realised i m super super fat now. i feel my school long pants tight around my waist already... arh!!!!!!!! i used to feel it so loose hanging around my hips.. arh!!!!!~ and another of my shorts i once felt so loose that i can pull it down... n now i wear it's so tight!!~ arh!!!~ fats!!!~ i must get rid of them!!!!!~

i juz watch a super nice MTV n a super nice song.. it's bu de bu ai by Wilber Pan Wei Bo.. although i'm not a fan of his.. but i love this song... it's kinda sad but a bit happy at the same time.. it's a nice feeling when u hear this song coz it's smoothes your nerves... slow yet fast kinda feeling.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

BBQ n audition

eh.. i went MC at thurs afternn then stayed there for quite a while and saw the renovation of the upstairs second floor.... wow it's like quite nice there lahXx... Music clinic expansion. nice.
yah anyway coz i haf a n audition on sat morn, i dunno wad song to sing coz it's like it's 90s songs lah.... i onli started listening to songs like in sec 2 or 3 which is 2002 2003 like dat.... so it's not my year. ok so i had to consult peter lao shi.. yah got 2 songs then went home n quickly dl and memorize the lyrics.

fri nite had BBQ wif 05S12... hahaXx... quite fun lahXx.. celebrated joan's bdae also... fun!~ ahhaXx... Joan's BBQ chicken wings r the best!!~

sat morning went IMM to audition.. i expected a lot of ppl to queue up but in the end onli like less than 10 ppl there early... ahahXx.. stupid lahXx... anyway i was the 3rd one to go in... aiya i feel so shitty abt my audition. though i noe the judges.. first time i sang i sang one part zao xia and forgot the lyrics.... stupid. that was the worst thing ever happened. and i had to sing wif the mike also.... idiotic cordless mike. no use one... anyway the judge ask mi whether i'm nervous... then he say he gimmi one more chance... hahaXx.. cool. i sang one more time.. this time nv zao xia, nv forget lyrics.. but i mixed up the lyrics but i dun think the judges can hear... ahahXx... ok i was in the safe zone..

it means that i'm safe for the moment but not necessary get into semi finals.. i really suck at singing old songs.... hahaxXx.. anyway we had to decide 2 songs for the nxt round.... so being a 90s-song idiot... i had to call n consult peter lao shi... hahaXx.. when i called him he was still sleeping then he was half asleep while toking to mi... ahahXx... then chose 2 songs... which i dun wanna noe how to sing.. ahhaXx.. the results will b out on monday to c whether u'll b in the semis anot... well i dun really expect myself to get in coz i really sucked at the audition...

alright. time to study!!!~ hhaahXx.... oh yeah i finished reading harry potter laz nite.. wah my eyes gonna spoil already... yesterday the whole day i was watching TV, playing comp... reading harry potter until like 2am like dat.. ahahXx.... i had to finish reading it or else i wun haf time to read it anymore. well the story now is not quite nice.. coz they din had a quidditch finals and i feel it's quite draggy sometimes... quite ok lah.. i feel that goblet of fire is more exciting.. cool. i can't wait for the movie to come out.. ahhaxXx... oh yeah it'll come out on the day my As finish!!!!~ yay!!!!~ ahahXx...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

both out

oh no.. wei choong n Ruth r out... well.. i'm quite upset lahXx... wad a day for them and both of them r my good frenz.. hope both of them r ok..

i think it's quite unfair lahXx.. both of them SHOULD not be out at this stage... should b other ppl... haiXx.. anyway it's difficult lahXx... coz it's a competition.. nothing's predictable... all competitions r like dat..

well... hope to c them when i go mc..
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anyway learning fest was fun!~ hahaX... attended the impression workshop and learn quite a few tips lahXx.. coz some is so typical always repeat one...

learn how to make la mian... dumplings... ahahXx.. and i won some stupid shui jiao making competition.. ahahXx.. ok lah.. the food is nice!~ haahXx. i think i can become the la mian and dumpling chef if i'm jobless...

another one forensic science... soooo interesting!!~ c fingerprints... lipstick... blood test.. all that... hahaXx.. laz time i wanted to become a detective but hoh in the end our group din solve the mystery.. ahahXx.. we got the correct murderer but wrong story. aiya.. nvm lahXx... a detective doesn't earn much anyway. haXx.

the whole learning fest is soooo fun!!!~ ahha so interesting all those things.. yeah.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

leaving on a jet plane

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside your door....I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.

but the dawn is breaking, its early morn...the taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn...I'm ready, I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go....Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane....I dont know when I'll be back again.....Oh babe I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down, so many times I've been around, but I don't know, they don't mean a thing....

Every place I go I think of you...every song I sing, I sing for you....when I come back I'll wear your wedding ring!!!

So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go....Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane....I dont know when I'll be back again.....Oh babe I hate to go.

Now the time has come to leave you.....one more time oh let me kiss you...Now close your eyes and I'll be on my way.

Dream about the days to come ...when I wont have to leave alone...about the times that I wont have to say...

So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go....Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane....I dont know when I'll be back again.....Oh babe I hate to go.
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woooo.. this song is still soooo nice!!~ the lyrics r so sweet, the melody is addictive!!!~ hahaXx... i think i'll never ever get sick of this song coz it's so nice...

nxt time i become a pilot i think i'll sing this song to my gf or wife everytime i fly... ahahXx... so sweet!~

i got the lyrics from my old blog... then i went back to read it.. so many memories juz came back... thinking of the times after o levels... the december holidays where i have nothing to do i juz keep goin to orchard... hahaXx... the christmas season.. yeah. all so nice.

oh yeah if u wanna visit my old blog.... it's http://ernsoh.ebloggy.com

oh yeah if u wan this song juz msg mi... it's super nice.

medical checkup

ahahaXx so interesting the medical checkup!!~ ahahXx.. and there's this sucking thing used to test ur heartbeat then i need to do quite a lot of times coz i keep moving when the thing is recording... so i still have the sucking mark on my body now lahXx... aahahXx stupid.

the computer test take so long lohXX.. but it's fun lahXx... overall i went there at 8.30 then finish at like 2pm like dat... so it's like 5 hours++ like dat lahXx.... so long lohXx the waiting time... stupid slackers at the medical station.

yeah overall is like dat lahXx.... mi got PES B!!~ ahhaXx.. coz i have G6PD... ok so u r wondering wad's G6PD rite.... ok the give me a paper saying...

"we have tested your blood and found out that your blood lack an enzyme called 'G6PD'. It is an important enzyme in the normal functioning of red blood cell. Therefore it is important to avoid taking food and drugs which will cause the destruction of red blood cell for G6PD deficient people like you. these are some of the food and drugs you must avoid:"

ok i should not put those things here in case somebody tries to kill mi by spiking my food or drink.... hahaXx..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

results

haiXxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

y my results like dat...........

i'm quite confident of my chem one... but then still F... haiXx... and physics... the one which i studied onli the nite b4... got much higher than maths and chem!!!~

haiXx... i muz admit.... i suck at statistics.............

oh noooooo howwwww!!!!!!!~ need to study for maths n chem!!!!~ argh!!!!~

i'm an official member of S to M club!!!~ slackers to mugger!!!!~

Sunday, July 10, 2005

2 times

wad an irony!!!~ i wanted to write down the comments for a particular special day but i forgot when.. ahahxX. oh i think it's wednesday.

Wednesday
after school there's this college day rehearsal... quite pissed abt it but nvm. the teacher is really an idiot. ask us arrange the chairs so many times... but quite fun wif zab around lahxx.. ahahXx we were inventing songs for the teachers and principal. hahaX.. and he keep toking to mi abt sh....... stupid.

but nvm... this is the main topic... dat day happens to be the superstar day... i watched the superstar on channel u before goin to the airport to fetch my sister hu came back frm taipei... dat day is super special coz on the same day within hours i experienced 2 jobs i so wanted to have. singer in superstar... pilot in the airport... dat sets my mind into confusion.... when i watched superstar i felt some urge to become a singer coz the performers are quite good lahXx... i wun do dat well if i was put on stage like dat.... then at the airport.. i saw many pilots and cabin crews.... dat time i had the urge to work in SIA already... haiXx... 2 dream jobs in one day. how ironic.

Saturday
i really screwed up the lesson wif kok leong lahXx... hahaX the song is damn diff. to sing... his teaching style is realy different frm peter's. haiXx... i still haf a long way to go. el is already becoming a singer..i think by the end of the year.. he got a manger already and the company is like investing on him.

anyway i had to forgo the BBQ with the TI ppl and had to go to geraldine's bbq... haiXx... quite sad coz i wanted to go for both. but in the end euphie needs mi.. ahahXx... sounds despo... but quite fun lahXx!~ got a tok wif yong ming... hahaXx... found out more abt being a pilot!~ he says if u wanna b pilot in army then u need to go thru this test to c whether the army wants u anot... then u become a pilot u muz sign on lehxX.. like 5 or 10 years.. wah... and they'll free lasik for u!!!!!~ wah!!!!~ i must pass this test lahXx!!~ but then haiXx.. duno lahXx.. if u come out become a pilot then u muz forever be a pilot lehXx.. nvm..

had lotsa fun.. the food very nice also. hahaXx... fun!!~

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

seeing stars

seeing stars 1
the block test is finally over!!!!!~ long awaited!!~ hahaXx.. but school is starting.... least awaited. argh... good that block test is over.. can relax abit lahXx... but dun really like to go to school already lehXx.... feel like quiting school... haiXx.. stupid SA... toilets so smelly... canteen food sickening.. haiyoXx.... y dun we move to SAV now!?!?!? haXx.. nothing else... physics SPA today was quite difficult lahXx... think i wun get good grades... haiXx... i saw the SPA papers then i began seeing stars.......

seeing stars 2
ahahXx... i went to watch superstart live yesterday!!!!~ ahahXx... ended quite late lahXx... but it was fun... goin out wif thengz cin and hui chong... in the end theng's dad fetched us home.. yay! like 12.00 then reach home... 1am like dat then sleep. hahaXx.. anyway the blackie is really lousy lahXx... but Ruth got second highest!!!!~ their duet of heng jiao se is sooooooper nice man. loves it... hahxX... hope she gets in n i got more tics.. hahaXx.. so i can continue seeing super stars. hahaXx

seeing stars 3
haiyo... i juz met elson today while goin home frm gai's hse.. coz we went to gai's hse to play. ahahXx.. fun!!!~ we shall go nxt time again. hahaXx.. oh yah back to elson... wah... he told mi so much abt this newly formed company which like talent spotted him during the TI thingy.... then he was on his road to being a star!!!~ coz the company manager kinda like his performance.. and think he got a chance of being a star.. then he wanna sponsor his singing lessons... his image.. haircut all that.. and arrange for him to meet superstars like jay, david tao, lee hom etc..

wah i m like so woowwwwwww kinda thing lahXx... and he is really gonna be a singer nxt time lahXx... and somemore... those finalists... Meryl and Amos... they'r also offered performing opportunities... and some to cut out an album lahXx.... wah i was beyond words... all my good frens there r now on their road on stardom.... and look at mi? where m i? still stuck on my starting point.. no contracts... no offers..... no nothing. juz simply on my starting point. nothing happened. haiXxxxx.....

like looking at all my frens become famous and superstars and singers.... all that... n mi juz on the lower level admiring them.. haiXx.... this year is reeaeeeeeally a bad year for the rabbits... all the rabbits like kinda unlucky.. not smooth this year lahXx... quite bad... hope this year will end soon!!!~ haiXx.. really seeing stars.. on the making.

seeing stars 4
hahaXx... plz read my last few paragraphs of my previous entry....hahaxX... so i m now on my road of being a pilot.. well.. i dunno whether this is like a5min hotness or wad... (translated from chinese) hahaXx.. anyway it's quite a gamble lahXx... i dunno whether i wanna go uni anot lehXx.. coz i wanna start working already instead of keep sickening study... yeah. work and earn $$.... so.. i wanna be a pilot of SIA. it's wad that keeps me goin!!!~yeah. now seeing my dream shooting star!!!~


Friday, July 01, 2005

it's out!!!~

hahaXx... long time since i update.. hahaXx.. but nvm lahxX... no one really noes my blog anyway.. hahaXx.. cool rite...

oh yeah anyway the TI 2005 is out lahXx... wad a shock!! Amos and Nathan... wah really. hahaXx... but veyr good lahXx.. this thing has made mi gain more frens.. experience... i felt i really grew up in this manner... i mean know more abt the competition lahXx.. more mature in a way.

anyway block test is over before i knew it!!!!!~ hahaXx.... stupid arh.. i onli spend the last week studying n i can overcome block test while some ppl started at the start of the hols... hahaXx... quite ok abt the resutls.. but maths arh... used to my my best subject but now i think i dun haf much confidence in it lahXx...

throughout this hols i've played too much such that now i detest coming to school... yes really... i detest coming to school... i think i play too much until i forgot how to study and dun wanna study lahXx... and i sorted out my thoughts...

this must be a gamble lahXx... life is a gamble. i decided to be a pilot. SIA pilot to be exact.

hahaXx.. ok cool rite... i've planned my way already... i checked out the vacancy for cadet pilots... gone through all the criteria all that... read the fleet information of SIA... wad kinda plane they have.. wad engine...yeah... so i've planned: first i finish my A levels in one sitting... then either go for NS first or go for lasik operation first... then go for the cadet pilot!!! yeah!!~

i've been wanting to be a pilot lahXx... it's a cool job and i love travelling... esp. overseas!~ hahaXx.. it's juz an ambition lahXx... still dunno whether i wanna go university anot lohXx.....

it juz gives me a direction lahXx... a way to life... oh yeah forgot one thing.. ahahXx.. i finally got a friend called MJ.... ahahXx... and i hope i'll be peter parker. cool!!!!~

Saturday, June 25, 2005

enriching hols

i can't imagine how boring my blog is.... argh.. like stagnant already. mosquitos already come n lay their eggs.

anyway June holidays this time is ssooooo happening and enriching... ok let mi c wad i done....

-TI semi finals.... got defeated. but gained experience... new friends!!!
-Movies.... Smith, hitchhikers' guide, Initial D... etc
-got sick as usual... looks like i'm gonna get sick once every term. ahahxX
-singing lesson.... sang wif Felicia Chin... u noe the channel 8 actress... coz her lesson is after mine...
-went to watch superstar live!!... Ruth got in!!!~ yay!!! choong also... jason also... yay!!!
-went to Toni n Guys academy to cut hair.. then they wanted to bleach my hair for mi free!!! but then can't lahXx.... still got school.... sadded.
-went for wedding dinners.... twice consequitive.. sat one is at bugis.... super nice the inter continental hotel... one is at the boon lay restaurant.... haXx....
-council.... faith outing at holland v!! nice food!~ hahaXx
-stayover at cousin's house.... 4am then sleep.... ahhaXx fuN!~
-wake up at 11am everyday... sleep at 2am everyday....
-play GTA:san andreas PC version on the comp everyday
-play and teach how to play solitare wif Meryl.... hahaXx...
-went to m'sia until forget how to study... play everyday... yay!!!~

ok let mi emphasize on a few stuff... first wk of hols went m'sia port dickson my hometown.... actually not mine by my mum's ... there is super fun.... coz grandma went to hospital coz she fell down... so had to go back n c her.... wah super fun man... everyday play play play with cousins.... suuuuper fun.. haven had so much fun this year!!!!~

oh yeah went to watch superstar live.... quite ok lahXx... nothing special but the place is super hard to go lahXx.... good experience...

Initial D.... my mum got the sneak preview tics at a lucky draw... so went to watch... wah..... suuuper nice also... jay's acting not very good but it's already quite good for beignners lahXx... ahahhaXx..... make mi so addicted to Initial D.... i wanna read all the comics after BT!!!~ quite farnie but leaves a deep impression on mi!!! muz go n watch inital D!!!!!!!!!~

the cool the beginner the extra

Saturday, June 11, 2005

sicko again

will not say much coz i'm like super sick like dat time physics exam...

well went for the LTC finale... which is the 28th student council's one..... had dinner wif faith.... yeah.. then went home at abt 11.30pm..

wah really can't stand being sick... got nothing to do.. so weak somemore.. and the timing is so wrong! being sick during wkend.... how to go out? anyway my antibotics is really powerful that it's like eat once in 12 hours lehXx... haXx.. and it' s like a bottle full.. i think need to eat like a whole month already..

still got the stupid drowsy cough mixture and the fever med. which makes mi perspire quite a lot.. ok.... nvm then... stupid antibotics cannot eat so much.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

At last.

The journey is over for me now... sunday was the final performance... well... got lotsa feelings and emotions right now...

glad
coz my performance is finally over... no more competition for mi already.. it's so draggy i'm so glad it's over for mi.... thanx frens hu came down.

happy
coz i dun haf to worry if i get into the finals how m i goin to study for block test and juggle the song at the same time.. now that i'm not in.. can finally concentrate on my studies.. but i'll go n watch as well lahXx... dun haf competition anymore coz i really hate the feeling of competition. yeah... the nervousness all that.

disappointed
to be frank i din really put in my best for the performance... it's like i juz gave 70% while i noe i can give 100%.... well mayb it's my mentality that i din wanna get into finals that made mi do that..

wasted
spent so much $$, time, energy into this competition and finally got kicked out at semis... well.... it's really time consuming and all the effort time and energy gone down the drain.. the dance.. the song all that. well... muz b glad that at least mi is not kicked out in the finals... it'll be really wasted dat time.

sad
Well... hu's not sad after a defeat?? it's like i'm quite old in the competition but others younger r much better than mi when i should be the one better than them.. but i'm not as in those crying sad or something like dat... coz i noe my performance was good... and even kok leong n stanley said it's good.. not bad.. yeah... but shi hui is quite sad coz stanley told her it's not very good lahXx..... the mike and the sound system is really really very lousy. stupid unusual... haiXx...

lousy
is this really my standard after spending 1 and half years in mc??? it's like mi and shi hui r in mc while some of the finalists r not... i feel that we should have the advantage over them.. but it's not the case... y r they in while we, coached by the pro, r not?? r we really that lousy? it's like after the competition i dun feel like singing for the rest of my life... coz i'm really that lousy... i feel i can never make a career out of my vocals or something.

confused
i noe those really lousy ones r surely out.. and they dun wanna let us noe our scores also... mayb it's the isport and the sms lahXx.... but really i think my performance was not bad... no reason not to be in... yeah it's the isport and sms.. stupid things....

expereinced
well after all the hard work... gained more experience..... more friends... more knowledge!!


well at least it's over!!!~ mayb i had too mhigh expectations for myself... haiXx. nothing to say....
hahaXx. i juz read my buddy's blog... elson's... quite farnie lahXx his blog.

for this event i really like to give my thanx to..............................

-all ppl hu came down to support mi and drink the isport.... even though ppl buy cartons and cartons and left it there but u all made the effort to drink the stupid drink. ahhaXx..... my classmates.... fc ppl.... council... friends... n those hu dunno mi also.... yeah.

-reds for making my hair look good... ahahXx.. ZA for the thick makeup... teenage for organising. ( i din mention UnUsUal production for the sound system)

-frens i made there... esp. buddies elson shi hui jessie and victoria... had great fun during the photoshoot... and hahXx.. we sat there in a row coz we din get into finals.

-those hu msged mi... well thanx for the 'jia yous' and 'all the bests'

-peter and shirley lao shis.... for songs and dances.. ahahXx.. and all those frm mc... kok leong, stanley, jeremy, calvina, shi hui, christina n summer thanx for encouragement n support.

-my family for the concern and everything. no pressure no nothing. cousins also....

-shi hui for making mi join this competition. ahhaXx....

-hahaXx.. the emcee from FM100.3 for intro mi to the audience and saying the wrong song name. and making fun of my voice.

without u guys i really wun have the motivation to perform lahXx..... thanx for everything.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

exciting!

another happening wk passed. mi juz came back from the yang guang you miao at chevrons. it's quite ok lahXx... dun really like to go for plays...juz dat got one farnie CS ger usher go n sit bside mi and always look at mi when i make some sound. nvm. yeah then we can't decide where to go after the show but then i managed to tell them go JEC lag. ahahXx.... stupid idea but yeah.

it's quite happening... i attended dance lessons wif some very zai hip hop dance teacher... ahahXx.. she's quite attracted to mi.. ahahxX.. she say if i'm older or she's younger she'll jio mi.... hahahaXX... nvm... yeah so the whole dance for the song is complete. now onli need to be checked by peter lao shi...... arghhhhhh i can't dance whenever he's around!! haiXx...... the dance is ok onli. juz dat some ppl say it's quite boring.. keep repeating which i agree.... and the dance is repeating and song repeating.. but then everyone hu heard the song said it's nice yeah!!!~ hope it's good.

oh yeah juz went for hair check... stupid winnie... she cut the hair for mi is for the beckham's ex hairstyle.... the one which look like a chicken.... argh. it's like the same as the photo shoot dat one lahXx... i dun quite like the hairstyle... but nvm... she's a pro. she noes wad's good for mi.... argh. nvm.

aiya sch have been quite short for mi coz i keep goin for cheering for matches... hope really i can catch up coz i've been slacking for the past weeks... and i dun really understand anything that the teacher teach..... phy... chem... maths.... all cannot make it. even physics and maths... argh. i shall motivate to work harder!!!!~ yeah!!!!~

oh yeah i watched star wars!!!!~ wah now the saga is complete and i'm still quite crazy abt star wars... the story is like incredible and no one can think wad can happen anytime... but the episode 3 is like the ppl expect this already so there's no element of surprise lahXx.... but the graphics r dammmmn good. the front is damn nice... the back part a bit boring.... but good start to episode 4.... hahaXx.... wad a nice trick George Lucas used to connect 3 to 4.... well... looks like i muz watch star wars 4,5,6 again!!!~ hahahXx.... yeah!!!!

Friday, May 20, 2005

latest updates

well i haven update this blog for quite long

i dunno wad to say... but the teenage magazine is out!~ ahahXx... ok i actually look quite ugly in it lahXx... ok.. lotsa ppl say i look nicer real life. well.. i also duno y they chose this photo while there's so many nice photos to choose frm..

ok i've already confirmed my song choice... oh yeah that reminds mi i haven msg the person yet. hahXx.. mi now using sch lib compt. ok let mi msg now...

ok.. i juz went for lesson yesterday.. learnt quite lot!!~ ahahXx.. quite rare that i reached there at 5.30pm when my lesson starts at 7pm.. then i was there practising song then anthony lao shi came in then started teaching mi how to use the back voice to sing and stuff.. wah i had a free lesson with him and learnt things that peter lao shi nv taught mi!~ hahXx really productive lesson. then i sit in his lesson then he taught the other student. then my lesson.. i sang the song.. then peter lao shi was saying it's not a competition song but it's just like a performace like dat lahXx.. then he suggested doin a dance to add points... yay!~ i was thinking of the same thing too!~ hahXx.. so... i'll b having dance lesson and on the performace day i'll sing and dance at the same time.. but dunno whether can make it anot. haXx.. try out first time experience. can't wait for the dance!~ i think it'll b nice if sing n dance together. but no guarantee that i can get into finals. haiXx...

well.. since the magazine published ppl keep telling mi they saw mi.. i hope they would come down and support mi then.. yeah.

well.. can't carry too much hope. but can't carry too little either. the outcome dun really matter.. all matters is i tried my best yeah? hahaXx.. i haven go into the comp and i'm saying this already. so TYS. hahaXx...

oh yeah i'll b goin for the haircut nxt thurs.. looks like i have free hair cut!!~ or mayb dye!~ hahaXx.. coz i heard Elson dyed his hair then his CT ask him to dye back after the comp. yeah itl'll b so cool and not so cool. coz i still haf to come back to sch during June for make up. argh. aiya still dunno they wanna dye my hair anot. hahXx. but it'll b sure very nice. wad will u expect from REDS? hahXx. it's the academy anyway.

wah mi can't keep thinking abt the comp!~ muz study too yeah? ahhaX... but i think i'm coping well lah.. despite all the ponning sch to cheer.

oh yeah i din go to sch the whole day on wednesday coz i went to the Hwa Chong JC investiture in the morning frm 8am onwards, then later went to the RJC invest.. hahaXx.. wah RJ is really damn big. and the food is damn nice too. but the hall is not very nice lahXx.. the HC audi is nicer. good experience goin there.

ok.. muz wait for hols to come. competition to come. BT2 to come. Sentosa here i come!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

a series of interesting events

BZ week again. hahaXx. it seems like every entry i say that i'm BZ but i'm actually not lahXx.. if i were so BZ then i wun b here already...

yeah juz came back frm sch watching the rugby match... wah really eye opener for mi!~ i haven seem the rugby match played so hiong man.. really.... all snatching and bumping into each other... injuries... wow quite scary for mi.. but we lost lahXx.. haiXx... hu ask AC to b the defending champ... argh. but it was a good fight.

watched the soccer also yesterday.... really another good match but then but as exciting as rugby.. the guys played very well too... we won RJC 2-1... very nice.

anyway the most interesting event of the week....... is wad happened in the MRT which i took abt 2 days ago.... i was leaning on the glass panel on the MRT.. then this couple was standing beside mi holding to the pole juz beside mi...

the guy was wearing the GESS sch uni then the ger was wearing home clothes.. both of them shorter than mi.. (hahaXx) then they were very close... they were toking qutie a bit... then duno y the guy say " wah sian leh....." then go n hug the ger..... after that then tok a bit also.... then the guy say "hen sian leh...." then the ger hug him.. then after that let go... the ger keep pinching the guy's nipples!!!!!!!!!~ wah........ damn farnie and disgusting.... ahahXXx.. but i enjoyed watching the show.... the ger pinch and pinch but the guy siam and siam.... so exciting.... ahahXx. then the guy was like jerking here and there trying to siam... so sad... then the guy ask the ger "y u always pinch mi??" .... thne the ger dunno say wad...

the whole scene was very farnie.... i guess i was the onli one watching them coz i was very very close to them.. hahaXx... i keep trying not to laff but i was really very amused.. nv seen this type of thing b4.. now i look forward to taking the train and look wad exciting things will happen to them!!~ ahhaXx.....

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Mayday

wow i spent the may day hols in m'sia... wah i almost can't make it to m'sia man.. coz my passport expires in like 21 June then it's like 2 months later while u need 6 months in advance... ahhaXx but.. as usual.... the malaysia custom... i can pass with RM10. typical malaysian.

yeah anyway... went to cousin wan's hse... wif johnson and xuan xuan... then went to eat at a very very very nice restaurant!!!!!!~ hahaXx.. uncle sam's (cousin wan's husband) birthday!!~ ahahXx.. yeah it's quite nice... then went back to her hse cut the cake then went out to karaoke!!!!~ ahhaXx.. yay... until like 3am like dat... drank quite a lot of beer but still not drunk.. ahahXx...

nxt day.... went shopping!!!!~ yay... went to eat lunch cum breakfast at some place wif very nice food also... fishhead steamboat!!~ hahaXx... then went to JUSCO to buy lotsa stuff... i bot 2 t shirts frm Body glove again... ahahXx... i dunno y i love the brand so much. bot chewings... then went to my uncle's hse for hse warming!~

ok the food is quite nice... yeah.. ate quite a lot... then drank some beer also... wah i will never drink the guiness black beer ever again. bitter until dunno like wad.... then played and tok to my cousins... quite boring over there lahXx... coz nothing to play like dat... a lot of ppl there lahXx.... mostly adults..

then the next day came back!!~ i've been drinking and eating a lot in the stay at m'sia lahxX... i'm growing fat!!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

TI

wah i have been soooooo BZ these few days i haven really got a chance to even go online lahXx... i think i haven been online for a wk or so... ok let mi c...

saturday
went to grandma's hse in the morning.. then went out to buy some clothes for the thing on sunday... yah yah... i need a black colour t shirt lahXx.. muz b presentable.. oh yeah i also went to cut my hair on thurs... n it looks quite nice when it's waxed up lahXx.. anyway yeah went to far east, isetan, taka... can't find anything nice and affordable.. POA is still having the big sale i think i'm goin back nxt time to buy the pair of khaki jean for June thingy. hahax.. yeah then went to watsons to buy the stupid wax spray which i think will use onli once in a lifetime...

yeah then kj, yx and se came... went to heerens to find some clothes lahXx.. in the end yeah.. found a quite nice brown t shirt at fourskin.. (i love the t shirts there) then found a black t shirt at Spoilt bratz.

well nice shopping... then went cine.. ate some sushi then went off to lesson!~ nw is learning quite a diff. song to play on the keyboard ... yay i love learning how to play on the keyboard!~

sunday
ok slacked in the morning.... then went to prepare for the take 2 at 3pm... wash my hair.. put wax.. spray.. clothes.. everything. then took mrt to tampines.. reach at exactly 5pm but then still can slack.... watched shi hui performed.. wah really a lot of strong competitors... argh... yah then elsa they all came...gai gai n bf.. yeah.

i dun remember the details b4 my performace lahXx... juz dat i know i was quite ugly looking at the start of my song... hahaXx... but nvm... yah i did the song well... but then i dun think i did my best... mayb onli 80%? yah.. take 2 got 8 ppl.. in the end 7 turned up.. then actually should b 4 ppl get in but then in the end 5 ppl got in... arh! competition!

hahahxx.. but nevertheless quite happy coz given another chance to perform.. more experience.. and got in lahXx..

monday
watched SAJC vs NJC tennis boys and we won!!! ahhaXx.. yay then took cab wif ht gai to eunos.... i need to go to some ulu place called ubi center for some shooting... yeah... then reached there.. quite crowded... hahaXx... abt 10 ppl there ba... saw jemima and nathan and shihui.. yeah then went to change... i was worried that my clothes not very nice lah but the person said it's ok...

saw the ppl took pictures... wah.. need to think of the poses ourselves one lohXx... argh. yah then first time put on thick makeup.. (the make up from ZA one leh) then did my hair (the hair stylists all frm REDS)... wah i really can't bliff this is myself lahXx!!~ it's like i have make up and my hair is like my head exploded... and wif the accessories the person provide.. wah really can't bliff it's mi.

yeah then my turn for the shooting.. the photographer is quite interesting... he said i was too stiff... then muz do facial and body warm ups.. ahahXx... quite fun lahXx... first time doin it... then left a few ppl left... hahx. also got to know a good frens Elson, Victoria and jessie. and shi hui. hahaXx...

oh yeah then the teenage magazine GM came in... wah i din know hu's she then i went to ask the person then she said she is her boss... ahahXx wah omg i can't bliff it. yah she saw mi then told mi i sang really very well laz nite... hahahXx... yay!!!~ surprise i nv know she was there.

shooting lasted frm 6-8++...

after shooting went to eat at macs.... then we were all so farnie.... had lots of fun taking photos... (again) ahhaxx... then toking crap and rubbish all the way... so long haven got so much fun.. and it's so surprising we gotta know each other so well although we met for a few hours onli.... we were like long lost frens.... yeah.. then somemore we haven remove our makeup and our hair was those kind go clubbing one... then we called ourselves 7788. hahaX....

then 4 of us shared cab back.. but then shi hui was outta the way so she went off first lahx... by the time we left mac was like 10++ le..... reached home at 11pm like dat lahXx.. then showed everyone my explosion hair.. then removed make up... bathe... did no homework then went directly to bed... tiredness but fun!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

argh. not over

wah i tot it was over and i can get over and done with...and done drinking isport... but they really called mi for the take 2 the nxt day... which is on monday.... argh.

ok... anyway it's gonna b this sunday.. wah so far man.. siao. and the deadline is like so near... stupid lahXx... aiya.... i should have expected this... idiot.

i noe the reason i'm back coz i at first said that i wasn't confident at all... then the judge wanna gl mi lahXx... stupid.. and i was too stiff... yah yah yah...

haiXx... 8 ppl.. choose 4... haiXx... and peter lao shi also choose for mi so difficult thing... wah kaoXx... another BZ wkend.... hahaXx... but heng no isport this time!~ hahaXx

Sunday, April 17, 2005

off and over

well.... another major project juz got off my shoulder!~ yeah!~ hahaXx... it's sunday today.. at bishan junction 8.

anyway i did my best, haf no regrets or wadsoever... i juz expected it coz i also din expect mi to get in.. there's juz too many strong competitors today!~stupid arh.. they purposely put so many strong ones today.... argh. but nvm... anyway i felt that i wasn't prepared enough.. or mayb this is my first time in this type of situation.... i wasn't really nervous up there but was more nervous down there... mayb it was the experience gained frm performing in choir.. ahhaXx.

yeah was glad i got out coz the semis and finals will be in June... need to concentrate on studies more... coz this thing is so troublesome.. make mi so busy...

oh yah i was the first to be announced out.. so got 3 implications:
1. i got the seventh highest score.
2. they anyhow put mi in grp 1
3. they had to discuess it's either mi or another one to be in.

hahahXx they said still got this thing called 'take 2' lahXx.. means they will call those hu they think were good to come back... hahaXx... quite stupid.. yeah... hope they dun call mi coz i dun really wanna go on having this project on hand. if they call mi then i will haf to like consider lahXx.

anyway thanx for all those hu came down today... hahaxx.. yeah mi really so glad u all can make it.. ahaxX.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

singing

had lesson wif peter lao shi and Lilian.... yeah i think it's quite productive.. ok gathered confidence, overcome stage fright, and do well on sunday!~

Friday, April 08, 2005

halo back

wah quite a long time since i blogged... well nothing really interesting happened to mi lahXx...

yah juz got back block test.. got 38 for physics lahXx.. quite sad coz dat time i really quite sick then can't study at all.. then also went for the paper.. suayness...

the class keep playing wif water lahXx.. it's like water is the most fun thing to play wif... chem pract also haf.. they all aim mi lahXx.... gp lesson got play in the class but then mi din get wet lahXx... ahahXx... super farnie the gp.. fujin wet toon first... then they use a whole bottle then pour on wei siong then toon use my water bottle to make fujin's back all wet then spray yeow also.. kaka got the biggest reaction.. spray a bit onli he use the whole bottle to threaten. hahaXx..

haiXx nothing to do... but then need to attend maths lect le... coz they starting on stats...

yah really nothing to do.. ahhaXx oh yah mi started watching american pie 2.. it's ok onli lah... think the part 1 is nicer..

ahahXx i finish watching desperate hsewives first season le!!~ smallville starting also!!!~ yay!!!!~

Sunday, April 03, 2005

o2!

ok when i first ok it was orientation... yeah... wah heng i wasn't quite sick as laz time..

yah i took care of 05S12.. ahahXx very different frm my class lohXx.. coz half the class r scholars lah.. china and india ppl.. ahhaXx but there r nice sporeans also!~ hahaXx.. choon hua and Joan.. yeah.. acutally quite fun one... but then hoh.. yah scholars lahxX... expected.. haiXx. i dunno y my OG and CG all so quiet one... haiX.. yeah... but i still feel close to them.. although i dunno whether they feel close to mi anot... hahaXX.. nvm then....

orientation was ok... finale was ok also... din leave much impression of it except for the dance party.. yeah.. well.. so glad it was over.. it wasn't as fun as O1... yeah. well.... at least the biggest project of council was over!~ so glad!~

orientation was over.... i got another proejct in hand.. haiXx... i feel like quitting... it's like bothering mi all the time... thinking of all the music all that... competitive... all that. stress.

anyway.. my first composing class was ok.. hahaXx... got a new classmate.. marcus... ahaXx.. he's frm china.. yah those typical china ppl.. i dun mean to discriminate but... yeah.. ahahXx... we dun really like him.. quite zuai and hao lian dat type lahXX. . ok nvm... was playing the keyboard then he was like singing do re mi fa so... so loudly. so irritating.

yah i burn music also....... so ma fan lahXx... the stupid VCD cannot burn lahXx.. then i had to take home and burn myself.. still cannot play.. in the end today haf to return it then ask stanley for help lahXx... heng it's ok now..

went funan 2dae... met quite a lot of interesting ppl.. oh yah went to POA sale.. found quite nice pants but then dun haf my size.. it's super cheap lahXx... haiXx.... quite sad but nvm i shall go bugis POA and c first.. yeah!~

Saturday, March 26, 2005

nt ok already

ok i was wrong. i wasn't feeling better. in fact i feel quite the same as the time when i went to school for physics and chem spa.

ok mi ish feeling sooooo sick nw. bye. i keep sleeping after taking the pills.. the onli place i can go is my bed. and i spend almost 24 hrs on my bed.

Friday, March 25, 2005

tests over!!~

wah i really feel terrible the past few days coz i'm really very very sick... fever + headache+ throat infection+ dizziness really the whole day lie on the bed can't move...

yah then haf to study for physics and Chem SPA... if they din had chem spa then i wun go sch dat day lohXx!~ wah really feel very sick the day i went to sch... but still pulled thru the papers.. then juz went home to sleep... went to the doc to haf medicine... glad the tests r over!~

feeling much better nw.. the past 2 days really cannot make it. no appetite also.. thanx all hu cared!!~ yay.

Friday, March 18, 2005

hols friday.

hahaXx.. while i was flipping myself in bed yesterday i was thinking mi ish frm S12 and OG12 wad... wah both also 12 so qiao... ahhaXx... so i put my nick as Ass want to orgy twelve.. it's S12 OG12.. ahhaXx.. quite farnie rite.. ok i think it's funny.

anyway went out for lunch wif ms ling at pizza hut.. hahaXx... quite fun lehXx... long time nv c her and the others le!!!!~ she's my music cum choir teacher in RV... a very nice lady.. yah coz she ask us out for lunch then treated us lehX!!~ we wanted to pay her back but then she keep rejecting... hahahXx.. quite farnie.. we had quite a long tok... keep laffing also!~ hahaXx.. yay so fun.

after dat went to eat ice cream at swensens while ms ling went off to run some errands... yay!!!~ so long nv eat swensens le!!~ ahahXx.. wah really very long nv eat swensens le lehXx.. ok very long nv eat a decent good meal at a decent restaurant.. hahaXx.. i dunno y i love to enjoy such a expensive thingy... ahhaXx.. i love having decent meals!~

yeah after dat we went to visit pearlyn... hu broke her leg and now it's like wrapped up wif bandage... yeah.. haXx.. so sad.. then she can't go for her dance SYF le... sad.. yeah then we said we wanted to go to the ZOO after she recovers and after blocks... hahahXx... quite fun to go to ZoO!~ mi long long time nv go leeeee. ahahahXx.. so cool. yeah then we decided to go carolling and earn some $$ frm the hotels during the holiday season!~ yay!~ $ rocks!~ ahahXx...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

hols mon tues wed

well let mi c...

monday
went for GP make up in the morning at 7.30... as usual, nothing much except done compre and compo... ahhaXx... anyhow do one lahXx.. heck him. oh yah ate instant noodles for breakfast.. not healthy man. ok after the GP, took 61 wif yeow and gai... then stop at bugis then mi went to changi airport to study and eat popeye!!!~ yay!!~ i love popeye!~ ahhaXx.. anyway yah went there then suddenly saw pei xuan!!!~ omg.. my long ago childhood and pri sch fren!!~ so long nv c her still so small size.. aahah juz got reminded that she was one of the tallest in pri sch... hoo hoo hoo.. she looks like a hobit now. ahahaXx.. ok very bad.

hahaXx she was studying wif her fren huiying there also... ahhaXx so qiao lahXx.. yah bot and sat wif them then tok quite a lot lahXx... huiying needs to go work.. then left mi n her... i wanted to drink some coffee... so decided to go coffee bean.. on the way tok tok tok and found out she worked at the airport b4!!!!~ hahaXx but it's something like volunteer work lahXx... info counter like dat one... yah i was telling her i wanna work at the airport nxt time also... ahaXx..

went coffee bean... drank blackforest!!~ so long nv drink le and it's the nicest drink there.. then shared brownie cheesecake wif her and we were sitting at the sofa seat.. studied a bit there.. then saw her fren.. tok a bit also.. hahaXx then we started toking without studying. hahaXx.. mi told her i dun wanna go home so early.... so she wanted to watch a movie wif mi!!!!~ yay!!~

we toked abt the past days on the bus trip to cine... wah long time memories came back to mi.. she was my official first best fren and the longest fren in my life. ahhaX... what fate!!~ yah really tok a lot.. like long lost fren like dat. then we went cine and watched CLOSER (m18) at 9.15pm... hahaXx.. heng we both 18 le!!~ yay i wanted to watch the movie quite long le... ok the whole movie is soooooooooo farnie i can't stop laffing.. it's a serious comedy.. ok they tok abt a love square.. 4 ppl... 2 guys 2 gers.. yah they have relationship wif each other.. hahaXx... it's really a nice movie lahXx... i love the ending also... at least not a happy or stupid or sad ending lahXx...

the time the movie ended was 11.15pm like dat lahxX... good coz i wasn't at home frm 7.30am-12am. abt the time i went home was 12am lahXx... how i love watching night movies!~

tuesday
did nothing the whole day but watched inuyasha the movie on SCV and onlining and some studying and sleeping. ahahXx.. another slacking day....

wednesday(today)
went out at the afternn like 11 like dat... was supposed to meet pei xuan but then she had to meet later so nvm lohXX i go myself.. went to preview lounge.... (again) till like 1pm like dat.. wah lotsa malays... ahahXx...then went walk a bit then went subway to eat tuna wif permasan oregano!!!~ wah so long nv eat subway le!~ ahhaXx.. i'm addicted to subway also... ahhaXx..

yah quite happy... but then my fren quite sad.. oh no... ok.. the person say he noes peter lao shi then ask mi so many questions... stupid.. ahahXx... so qiao lahXx...

anyway went home then online.. studied a bit... went grandma hse..

ok.... 3 days of quite little studies.. i think the block test dun haf a lot to study lehXx.... quite little topics... haiXx.. ok tml i muz go n study hard le!!~ and work hard also!!~ yeah!!!!~ thanx guys!!~