First is my life is really stagnant now, there's nothing much interesting going on. I have been going to office on Tues and Thurs, coz Mon Wed and Fri are gym days. It's just work.
Second, I'm actually quite troubled. I kinda suspect I have some mild depression and I feel that I have lived life enough and comfortably so much so I have nothing much to look forward to. Sometimes I don't want to wake up in the morning coz I don't know what to do. It's like I have done what I have done and if I leave this world then I would leave this world. It's really a weird period for me now. I'm just too logical at this point.
Third, I am an alcoholic. Most of my money are spent on alcohol during weekdays. Whenever I go out I'll either come back with a bottle of wine or sake or strong zero and every weekend is drinking at home. I just need to feel the high at night and it helps me to sleep.
Forth, I've been learning from Alex on house buying and renovating most weekends. I've visited his pre-renovated house and I'm leaning towards the idea of buying my house near his. It's more convenient for friends to stay near each other also but I just don't like the old MRT line.
Fifth, I've been thinking if I should get the new Iphone 13 pro since my Iphone X is 4 years now, but it's still working well, just a little bit laggy at times. And also I don't need the good camera since we can't travel yet. I think I will get the ipad mini first then decide on whether I should wait for next year's Iphone 14. Also I just received a sum of money from my Capitaland stocks so I wouldn't need to worry about money as yet. Ipad mini first.
