No feeling is final

I haven't been writing lately I'm not sure why. I just... either lost a bit of interest or I'm just afraid of facing things or just afraid of writing things down, because when you pen things it becomes true. 

These 2 months have been rough and I just can't shake off that feeling that I'm physically in one place but mentally I'm in another. My thoughts kept gravitating to the same subject over and over again, it has became a habit and habits are really difficult to change. Especially when your life and mind is quite empty and there's nothing much to occupy your mind. I really hate why it had became like that, I used to be so comfortable and secure and suddenly life turns upside down. Nate sent me an article earlier - no feeling is final. In summary, to embrace every feeling right now because no feeling is final. 

This too shall pass.

Pottery with Jessie

My cousin Jessie pulled me for a pottery class last weekend. 3 hours for 3 balls of clay and 3 items, but my teacher was very generous she added one more ball because I wanted to make a big sake flask.

We will collect the final product in 2 months time.

30 wine

Alex's company owns an Australian Vineyard and they produce nice Shiraz. I'm lazy to look for good wines, and Alex could order staff price so I ordered 5 boxes of wine from him. 5 x 6 = 30 bottles of wine. It's relatively cheap, less than $35 per bottle and I think it can last me for a few months, unless I finish a bottle a day then it can only last me 1 month. He ordered 10 boxes for himself as well coz he always finish a bottle when he eats at HDL. 

Now I just need to find a place to put these 5 boxes. Clearing my university notes and books to make way for alcohol.

sony earbuds

I gave in to temptation and got this pair of Sony earbuds today, from a seller on carousell for $310. It retails for $379 in stores and most stores are out of stock.

I have been wanting a pair of wireless earbuds since working from home because the default apple wired earphones made my ears hurt after a long meeting and also it's easier without wires. First day of using it and I really love it, most websites says it's currently the best noise cancelling earbuds in the market right now and I totally agree. The noise cancelling function is so holy I can only hear my music when I'm on the train. 

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