everytime i comes online.. i'll go to the same website and on msn tok to the same old ppl and look forward to the same ppl online.
a bit of sian of the routine already arh. also dunno y i wanna go online so often. ahahXx it's like i'm addicted to coming online. every morning i wakes up i'll eat breakfast and switch on the computer. and the computer will b on the whole day. until the nite like 2pm. i have also no idea wad i'm doin online and i dun haf anything to do online also.
hahaXx juz some random rattling abt coming online too often and wasting money and electricity. it's juz like taking drugs la. coming online is a drug. i seriously haf to go to the inhabil center for the online addicts. and i realise something. my entries r no longer farnie anymore. WHYYY. mayb i come online too often and kills my joking cells in my brain. oh yeah there'r rumours of army killing ur brain cells too. but then one of my fren said dat once the brain cell is killed it'll b replaced by another so it's actually better coz u haf a new brain cell. weird theory.
today i juz went to ah ma hse to visit... then after dat went home and the whole day i've been reading comics. yeah.... my favs. how i wished dat i have all the money in the world to buy comics. or somebody sponsors mi comics. or suddenly marvel comics comes to mi to tell mi to b the ambassador for marvel comics. or the library suddenly wans to throw away all the comics and i accidentally passed by the dumping ground. or kino has this crazy sale dat buy one comic and get all free. hahaXx. see how creative ur mind gets when u read comics?
how i wish i'm spiderman. (acutally i am but then i'm juz saying to show ppl dat i'm not so dat they wun suspect mi of being spiderman.) how i wish i had spider sense to sense all danger around mi and being able to shoot web outta my wrist and climb walls and swing around the city. dat'll save time and money on travelling!! and i can save ppl frm having accidents or being robbed. and the redhead mary jane watsons comes into my life and i'll marry her and she'll become a supermodel cum movie star.. and live happily ever after.
but before dat even happens, i'll have to become a science geek and go to the science fair where they have displays on radioactive spiders and the radioactive spider which escaped have to bite mi when i was taking a photo. and my DNA will merge with the radioactive bite and i'll have spider powers.
why do i love spiderman(myself) so much. mayb i am spiderman in an alternate reality universe. mayb i have the spider blood in mi and if i try hard enough i'll spin webs out of my wrist. so if u c a person swing around the city, dun tell anyone it's mi ok.
haiXx. so many young ppl can achieve so much in their youth. like peter parker became spiderman at high sch.. which is like 17 or 18 years old and he has to fight villians like green globin and dr oct.. and i ask myself at the age of 20 how come i dun achieve as much. i was watching the news there's this 17 year old korea guy comes in first in an international swimming competition.. it's like what? why couldn't i do dat when i was 17 years old?
i've not really achieved DAT much in my 20 years of life.. i really wanna do something big and make ppl proud of me. it's not kinda like a dream for mi but it's more of an expectation. dreams r like... u do wad u can but if u dun fulfill then ok la nvm. expectation is u push urself until u get it right. ok it's kinda confusing for mi also la. hahaXx.
wednesday midnite i must reach the airport coz my flight is at 2.45am. so i'm having my leave from today to wednesday. and i seriously need to sing kbox before i go taiwan. my voice is itching and soon i'll die of de-singsation.(comes frm the word dehydation). wednesday is a good day to sing kbox coz i'm goin to ntu tml for lectures. ahahXx. any takers? wednesday kbox?
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