sian

now i really have not much of a purpose coming online

everytime i come online.. is to onli update frenster... blog and read blogs.. msn chat a bit.. and end of story.
i used to watch anime or shows online last time but the season finished so there's nothing to watch already.

i'm beginning to find it quite boring to come online so often so i've decided mayb i'll stay away from the computer if i dun haf anything to do. ok mayb not.. but i still have to kick away the habit of coming online.... but if i dun come online then i've got nothing to do leh..

i seriously dunno whether to be satisfied with my life now. i feel so......... bored and stagnant. i really got nothing to do!! and i can't do anything!! i really dunno how to describe la. time stops and nothing happens. just like that... really sian. sian lo. sian-ness to the max. dunno whether to go for a job.. or go learn something.

jus simply sian. can somebody plz pull me out from this and go out to the real world!!