Decisions and first driving lesson

as u grow older and older, it's getting harder and harder to make decisions.

and i've decided not to buy the PSP.

1. althou i can afford, but i still can't bear to spare the money... (huh but lot 1 is selling for $380 with 4gb ms + mod + charger + everything u need)

2. the reason i'm buying now is coz i'm bored. butttttt after ns i'll b working and studying sooo dun really haf time to be with my psp. hahaXx (but i want to play it now.)

3. i said i wanted to buy it 2 years ago. 2 years later i'll still surviving w/o it althou sometimes i crave for it. hahaXx (i survive but i suffer bordom.)

4. now the psp slim has come out, more and more ppl r having psp already. so not having it makes mi unique. (wad a lame excuse.)

arhhhhhh i'm really having a hard time convincing myself dat i dun need the psp!!! the peer pressure.. the appeal of the console.. the functions... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

NO NO NO NO NO!!! i do not need the psp.

furthermore.......... i'm looking out for a new phone to use after army.

and i still cannot decide..
1. to buy a media player(iriver clix) and a normal phone
2. to buy a good phone with all the functions i need in a media player.
3. NONONONONO I WILL NOT BUY A PSP

i'm so troubled now. how i wish it's my bdae now.

anyway today was my first driving practical lesson... enjoyable and fun as described by friends.. and i really drive like a pro la!! but i keep stalling the car. argh. my moving-off is lousy. and the instructor start to teach mi sharp turns already... and moving in the circuit.. traffic lights. yeah. nxt lesson: monday!!