Finding my motivation

1st day of work. I don't want to work. I have no motivation to go to work except the money that's coming in. 

1st week after London. I still want to go to Heaven everyday. I miss Marquie. She's so funny. We were already eyeing each other when I was dancing around her at first. After I went around and came back, she's still at the same place and she pulled me in to dance with her. Then she whispered in my ears and kissed me on my cheeks, and we went on full make out. I like the way she bit my lips. But too bad I went home early and lost her contact. Best memory in Heaven. It was good while it lasted.

I miss PYA too. We spent 2 days together after Piti went Spain. I think we will meet some time in SG or Shanghai, whichever we will travel to. It was also good while it lasted.

I feel like I didn't achieve much in my 5 days of rest after London. Wednesday was gym, resting and unpacking, Thursday was Ant-man movie - which was better than the first btw. Friday was gym and mid-day drinking and visiting my aunt, Saturday was lunch with Andrew and tonic shopping, Sunday was gym and resting at home. I haven't been to the gym for almost 2 week and I just did legs and my legs ache like hell now. 

I'm finding my motivation in life, beside money. Social media is not doing good to me. 

Therefore:

I'm limiting my social media (namely Instagram) and focusing on more tangible things. 

I'm focusing on my fitness until October before my next holiday. 

I'm also focusing on tasting all 14 bottles of my gin collection until I identify my favourite. Current favourite is Cherry Gin, which I absolutely adore.