training

i haven't decide when i wanna quit my job leh.. ahahXx coz if i quit i wun get money.. if i dun, i cannot train for NS and my boss will ask mi to do his stupid stuff b4 i quit. oopz. hahaXx. i actually feel quite bad saying him la. coz he dunno anything i'm complaining and he's quite innocent rite. ahahXx.. (not like somebody hu thank his/her fren to tell us to screw off.)

argh. cannot decide. anyway i trained today.. went running around the neighbourhood and do pullups and pushups and tuck jumps.... ahahaXx i think should haf no more NS-phobic coz i'm a bit confident already. but i'm still scared i cannot wake up on time!!!~ today i told myself to wake up at 10am then after dat i woke up and slept again until 11.30am.... sians......

i always cannot cure my sleeping problems!!! i must haf 9 hrs of sleep everyday or else i'll feel super sleepy towards afternoon like dat... and in NS i can onli haf 7hrs of sleep everyday which i dunno whether i can survive. i think i'll march halfway then i'll fall asleep. then the next moment i'm still marching at midnight coz i'm punished. hahahaXx *nightmare comes back*

ok still haf to go to office to slack tml!~ hahaXx...