too soon too many

3 more days to my Japan trip and I have not even started packing and I have not settled a lot of things yet.

Or am I over-preparing? I mean I have booked everything, planned my itinerary, I just have to pack and plan what to pack. That's probably the most annoying part. 

I still have so many books that I need to get rid of, and so many previously-used winter clothes that I don't need. I need to de-clutter everything soon. My toiletries cupboard is also too crowded.

Everything is just in a mess, but it's kept in a cupboard, Tao-style. 

Yesterday we just had a chat and I complained about everything and everything just spilt. I really don't know where this is going.