withdrawal

enjoy a good show,
a good movie,
a good travelling experience,
a good event,
a good relationship,
a good outing,
a good shopping,
a good book,
a good drama series.

some time or immediately after that, withdrawal symptoms starts to kick in.

the aftermath.

it ALWAYS happens to me, just like after watching spiderman i tot i was peter parker, like watching LOTR i wanted to go on an adventure, like after travelling to places i wanted to stay there forever, like after watching bu liang xiao hua i watched once more.

in cases the stories somehow touched your heart or bushes closely against memories you have,
feel so much for it,
can't help it but believe in the world they had created,
escape from reality and live in the alternate parallel universe,
where everything seem so much simpler and plain.

i wanted so much for that to happen
but after all
it's not reality.