1st week

i'm not being emo but the topic keep buzzing in my head like a buzzing bee. (ok bad description)

i mean at this age of 22 my character, personality are supposed to be settled down, but somebody or some people comes along and it's all rebooting over and over again until everythings so confusing. it's like reformatting computer over and over again until you forget what's s there and what's not there.

allmessedup. and now i can't really concentrate on more pressing issues until i get this settled... orr i can just ignore it? ok not.

ok first week is gone, the engine's started and it's time to get rollin'!

another fast paced semester coming right up.

man.

sometimes i just wish i stopped growing up.. or mayb keep growing up in a cycle. like frm 17 to 22, and back to 17 again, everytime a different environment.
and things wun get more and more difficult.

but this is life in uni. everything fast and efficient, time passes like nobody's business and ah ha u'r one year older. hahaha

ok i need to strike a balance.
weekdays are for studying. i can only emo on weekends coz there's no time to emo on weekdays. so school on weekdays, life on weekends. deal.