restless

The past week at work had left me very bored and restless. My colleagues as well. There's only so much to do at work and so much you can do after you finish everything.

I'm still drowning in my lonely sorrows, thinking about life and everything after what happened last week. Shawn really made an impact on me. Sometimes I wished that I did not meet him at all, he's just at the edge of my mind all the time. Even when I'm at the library and shopping at Bras Basah for my gundam stuff today, I will check on him once in a while omg. Ok that's creepy and stalkerish.

I need to accept the fact that we are probably never going to see each other again.